shasha

Hehehe.

2010-01-03T21:04:00.002+08:00

I know you guys still keep coming back here to check out whether I've update or not right?
Hahahaha.
Anyway, I've moved and please RELINK me ok?
Thank you and goodbye!

http://www.shashasha.onsugar.com/
Love love love.

Happy new year anyhooosss!

17th

2009-08-24T18:36:00.004+08:00

Thank u all for the birthday wishes be it through msges, calls, fb or anything.

Im really thankful for that.

Anyways, here I am, rotting at home.

Its the fasting month sooooo

fasting month = diet & lose weight!!!!

HAHAHAHAHAHA.

I have nothing else to say.

My vocabulary is getting so bad.

Lol.

Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Updated.

2009-08-09T22:12:00.002+08:00

BLOGGER SUCKS SO MUCH I SWEAR.

Anyway, HAPPY 44TH BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

not forgetting : FLA, JANNAH, WINSON! :)

The reason I've not been updating much NOW is because blogger has been such a bitch.

I'll be moving to onsugar.com soon.

OHHHHHH,

This year's NDP' 09 is hilarious yet exciting cause I spotted

a lot of familiar faces!

Yes your're right.

I stayed home on NATIONAL DAY. ^___^

But who cares? Hahahahahaa.

And yeah, weekends was a blast for me.

I enjoyed myself so much.

Im such in a happy mood idk why.

Ok, before whatever that I've typed hangs again,

I'll better post it quickly.

'im a big big girl in a big big world'........

xoxoxoxoxo.

2009-07-26T14:59:00.005+08:00

It puzzles me sometimes.

Why is happiness so hard to achieve when its right in front of us?

Even if we do have it, there will always be a missing piece of something else.

Life is meant to be like that I guess?

On the other hand, I'll give a very long post for today.

I just feel like blogging and typing away all my sorrows or happiness here.

It's been too long since I did a normal entry to this spacious blog.

Tons of things happened but I'll let out as much as possible all that I can remember.

Here goes..

Love : My love life has been pretty exciting. A lot of things took a turn.

There were fights, flings, incidents, everything, u name it.

But im glad I did learn from it and I made a promise to myself not to

ever do things that wouldn't benefit me again. I admit I'll always do things

without thinking first. But nonetheless,

I love my bf and I bet he loves me more than ever.

Thank you for staying through with me no matter what all these while.

Work : 'Keje mcm anak dah 10'. Hahahaha. Thats what my friends

everytime say to me. LOL. Its quite true. Im always tired and

my eyebags can be much bigger than ur ass if I don't get enough sleep.

Wait, since when do I even have ENOUGH sleep?

I need to wake up as early as 5.30 a.m. and only knock off at 1 or 2 a.m.Thats like 3-4 hrs of sleep/day.The reason why I need to have 2 jobs is to be able to support myself as well as to save sufficient $$$ for studies next year.

Still, I have to handle it no matter how tough it is. God willing.

Friends : I wanna say thanks to those who have been with me all along

through any circumstances. You guys might be busy with new friends or whoever but just remember that no matter what, Im always right here should you need meanytime, anywhere. You people were the best that could ever happen to me as well as teaching me the meaning of friendship. I hope that the friendship lasts forever. You people know who you are. Please call me during your free time and meet me up.

Oh yeah, good luck to you guys and may the future be rewarding for every single one of you. I love you guys to the max from the bottom of my bloody

heart.

Life : Hmmm. This part is confusing. Know why?

Because life is harsh yet thrilling at the same time.Maybe it is true.

So far, im trying my best to really understand what life has to offer and why.

There is so much to learn and I believe there's a lot more to come.

In life, nobody will ever know that answer though.

So just leave it to fate and your destiny.

It feels so good to finally say whatever that you've kept inside for such a long time. Did I mention that I am a much cheerful and talkative girl than before?

Hahahaha.

Please don't ask why cause Idk why either.

Before I end, I wanna remind everyone this,

''Always look on the bright side and lead life to the fullest!''

*Treasure the happiness that you have now or you'll regret not having it later.

Cheers. Till next time, xoxo.

Shasha.

The new beginning.

2009-07-23T21:29:00.002+08:00

Annn Yeeeooonnngggg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(Korean for hello) HAHA.

Wow. I've just realised I didn't update for such a long time.

Im very sorry but I was just too tired to even touch the lappy.

Every single day is always the same thing for me.

Work, work and more work.

I felt so lethargic at times but I know I still have to do it.

Given a choice, I wouldn't want to juggle in between 2 jobs.

Im always busy until I don't even have time for my loved ones.

Im missing tons of people right now.

I hope I'll get to meet up with them soon.

On the contrary, life has been very hectic yet exciting.

I've got a lot of things to catch up on for the moment.

Till next time, take gd care and stay tuned.

xoxo. :D

Why don't you?

2009-07-06T00:15:00.004+08:00

And im still waiting.

Wondering when you'll appear.

Sorry if im being emotional here.

Im just not good in keeping my emotions to myself.

Haiz.

*I JUST NEED A GOOD REST.

xoxo.

2009-07-01T13:18:00.001+08:00

Everyone is having their own sets of problems.

Be it matters of the heart, financial, personal, you name it.

As for me, I'll leave it to fate to decide for me.

I guess, life is complicated and full of surprises.

Things always happen when you least expect it.

* and im still waiting for you.

:'(

Bloated!

2009-06-29T21:49:00.000+08:00

I swear my stomach is gonna burst anytime soon.

Full of air inside.

HAHAHAHA.

Ok bye.

Its been so long.

2009-06-28T00:26:00.004+08:00

*EDITTED.

I've been on hiatus for long eh?
Haha. Been very damn busy with work and a lot of things.
Life's been rather harsh lately. But on the other hand, some things were quite ok and amazing stuffs did happen. Im very grateful for that though.
Anyway, I have 2 jobs to cope with now. I just need that extra cash to live me through. I hope I'll be able to handle it.
Seriously, I don't have any idea where to begin my story with cause I hadn't updated for such a long time and even if I were to elaborate, I think it'll take about 5-6 posts.
Im just gonna promise that I'll try my best to update almost everyday.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
One last thing, this is so random but I love love my dearest girlfriends so much. U know who u are. Thank you so much for always staying through with me no matter what.
I think I need to sleep now. Working at 10 a.m later!
xoxo.

- I, Ra** Ayishah Bte Ra** Musa hereby declares that I am such a motherfuc**ng loser for not appreciating it when he did talk to me. Gosh. Its alright, its Ok. I have 1 final day to do it. Wakakakaka.

Good Night people. (:

Waaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

2009-06-07T05:25:00.001+08:00

I promise I'll do a proper update soon.

Im just having the time of my life.

Sound so fetish.

Lol.

Till then, xoxo.

Emotions running wild.

2009-05-29T02:55:00.003+08:00

Yan , Shasha , Amien.

Please tell me this is not happening.

Oh gosh.

*Dilemma*.

2009-05-23T01:49:00.003+08:00

Busy busy busy.

Will update soon.

***Tagboard's now fine.

Keep tagging.

AAAAiiiiiinnnnn.

2009-05-13T02:38:00.004+08:00

I love you. Pls get well soon.

Ladies.

Izzat perasaan.

Haha. She was so happy.

Awww. Look how cute.

Since yesterday was my off day, I finally had a time out from the fantasy world.

Been so long since I went out with my dearest bf and share a splendid time together.

Apart from that, my bestfrn was warded at TTSH so I visited her as well.
Poor Ain, get well soon yeah? We have to go swimming u know!

Im feeling damn lethargic after such a looongg day.

You can say that I travelled to almost every parts of Singapore.

My off day turned out not to be a break for me but instead, (im not gonna say it lah).

A lot of things happened in just a short while.

I wasn't quite happy with some ppl but everything's settled now.

Ahhh. What a relief.

Tomorrow's gonna be a perfect awesome day at work cause only

*i know why*.

Ahahahaha.

Anyhoos, im a very positive person so nahhh.

At least my whole day was pretty fine.

Thank god for that.

Till then, pls tag.

Pictures here and there.

GoodNight. (:

Peeeeekturesss.

2009-05-12T01:32:00.003+08:00

Euww. I know.

The lembut and the palat.

Take a peek at the train ride.

Tickets, tickets!

2 lelaki perasan tampan.

haha.

Cheeeseee.

Wooo.

Syam mata scary sia.

Awww. Look how cute it is.

This birdie was caught by yan inside SUNTEC CITY MALL.

Been so long.

2009-05-12T01:00:00.005+08:00

AAAAHHHHHHHHHH.

Im back lovelies!

Hahahahaha.

Work + Controversial issues with colleagues what what that kept me so busy this few days.

(To the extend that ppl kept touching on the same issues over and over again).

I wonder why some humans really would try to bring someone's name down just to bring their's up?

(Even using somebody else's name to not make it look like as if its her fault).

(Acts like a teenager when infact the age is like a golden *25* Cents!!!!).

(Pretend to be nice to you but the fact is that she actually hates you).

Damn. I just cant tolerate this type of ppl any longer.

But lets not talk abt this shall we? No point at all.

Nyahaha.

Oh yeah, I just feel like saying this to someone.

: I wish I don't have to know things that I don't wanna know. But when I did get to know, I hate ppl lying to me just for their own advantage. Pls, act matured and stop this attitude.

Anyhoooos, the past few days was quite the same for me.

Not much things took place cause I was too occupied with work .

Workaholic much?

Here's some pictures that I took at work AS ABOVE.

Till then, keep reading dear readers and please tag.(Im begging you)

LOL.

Hahahahha.

Cheers!

Bussyyyy.

2009-05-04T05:26:00.003+08:00

On hiatus.

Back in 1 week.

Stay tuned.

xoxo. (:

Dance to the beat of my heart.

2009-05-01T06:53:00.007+08:00

SEE HOW MUCH WE'VE GROWN.

Its been 5 years already.

Time do fly fast huh?

Currently chatting with Gf.

While listening to our favourite old song.

Minum air pun nk joget. Haha.

See how bad my panda eyes is. Euwww.

'Your past somehow determines your future'.

I just want you to not let it go easily and still hold on tight.
You're strong deep inside. I know you are.

I love u and u know that.

Remember, if I can be strong, U can too.

;)

Yoha!

The time is 6.54 a.m. and im still not on my precious bed

eventhough I hear it calling me umpteen times.

Just couldn't bring myself to sleep but guess what?

Im working at 10.30 a.m. later.

Ohhh my.

a slap to reality.

2009-04-30T06:23:00.005+08:00

I fell in love with this song.

I hope u guys will too.

Its the song on my blog anyways.

Super meaningful and it has a nice melody.

Im sure you'll like it.

Enjoy.

The Climb - Miley Cyrus.

;)

time waster.

2009-04-29T23:12:00.004+08:00

Omg. Haha.

???

Some random pictures of the past.

Thank god. Everything's fine now.

On the other hand, I've been at home every single day for like whaaat,

2 WEEKS?

Wow, thats long huh?

I'd wanted to lose weight so much bt initially the plan backfired as *drum roll*.
I ATE A LOT!!! DUH!!!

But hell, who cares? (Actually I do but whatttteever)

Hahahaha.

Sorry for lack of updates.

I really have nothing else to post abt cause as I've said just now, I've been cooped up at home.

Pray hard that I'll have something new or better (something much more interesting) to blog about soon yeah?

Ohh and please May come faster will ya?

Im like super broke. Won't you pity me?

Aishaa! Hope we can work together ok bby?

Ok im crapping now.

Chow!
Gonna watch 'Tim Gunns Guide To Style'.

xoxo.

Can I have that old you back?

2009-04-28T05:39:00.004+08:00

How I wish I could turn back time and let it hang forever?

Not wanting to let those moments of passion just disappear into memories.

I might not be good at words and such but this is just the way for me to express myself.

Sometimes, its better to just keep shut and use a different method of telling/asking when you want to.

I know you don't like it if I were to say u've changed.

Well, you did and nothing can change that fact.

Don't blame me.

We all as human beings do have feelings of course.

Why cant you at least try to consider mine?

Im always the one being so impartial towards you.

U are so sensitive nowadays and I wonder why.

Even slightly, when im pretending to be down, you just don't seem to care.

Tell me,

it might sound stupid but I just want the old you back.

The sweet, charming, lovable, caring, macho boyfriend.

Where'd u go?

You are the best damn thing that could ever happen to me.

Despite all those imperfection, my love for you will continue to bloom strongly.

I know it will.

But tell me, how can I love you when it feels like as though im loving someone else?

That explains why I've been staring deep in your eyes every now and then, trying to find that lost soul.

Im grateful for everything that I have now.

The purpose of me telling you all these is just to let you know what I've been feeling inside.

It was hard to let go, bt I did manage to do it cause I badly need you to know how i feel.

Communicating directly may not be the best idea.

Therefore, this post explains all.

I need a break.

Gd night all. xoxo.

I've been feeling rather emotional lately.

Reality checks in again.

P/s : Still loving u as always.

'010807'.

2009-04-26T19:47:00.003+08:00

Its been soo long since I had a chat/talk with you S.
I hope ur gonna be fine since ur having some problems.
I know ur strong and brave to overcome anything.
Just be yourself and things are gonna be alright.

P/s : Tell me im such a whimp and a very idiotic kind-hearted ass. Too much i know.
Haiz.

Pardon me but im having a major kick ass problem with blogger.
I cant edit the post.
Bleahhhh.
Suckers.

Finally!

2009-04-25T00:53:00.003+08:00

Hey all!

Like at last, lappy's back to normal.

Hahaha.

And yeah, these past few days, I've been stuck at home doing practically nth with the company of bby.

Just eat, watch tv, sleep and it continues.

I think I'll be so lazy to even go to work when its starting soon.

I'll do a proper update soon.

And yeah, I miss tons of ppl.

I hope I'll be meeting all of them soon.

Till then, xoxo.

Tight.

2009-04-20T16:12:00.002+08:00

I'll be away for long.

Will be back soon.

Stay tuned.

;)

xoxoxoxoxo.

2009-04-17T02:07:00.003+08:00

muke sardin jugak mcm biase.

Food + food and more food.
This whole day I've been eating so much.
I think I put on an extra 5 kg.
Wow.
HAHAHAHA.
But its Ok.
I already have someone to love and loving me as well.
Bby, bby, bby.
I hate U yet I love U so much.

Oh and btw, im so bored.
Chatted with ZZ again.
Time flies when crapping with him.
Hehs. No offence.

Thats it for now.
Will be back when I want to.
I'll be stuck at home for this few days anyway.
Chow!

Not Again!

2009-04-15T04:54:00.004+08:00

Sorry for lack of updates.
Lappy's being such a bitch and

my instincts tells me that it will not be back to normal again that soon.

ALERT : TIME TO SAVE $$$ TO BUY NEW LAPPY.

Oh gosh. When will it ever be enough to reach the budget.

So as for now I think I'll just focus on working my ass off.

I badly need to go shopping and do something with my hair.

Arrrrghhh.

On the other hand, all my bbies are busy schling now.

New life, new beginning.

I wish u all the best of luck for it yeah?

Especially to Ain.

Be strong and U better not get in a dilemma again.

Hahaha.

And to Hajar, please study hard and get o's done and over with.

No matter what, don't let anything be a disruption to you.

U can do it.

I'll be ur pillar. U know that.

;)

I guess thats all I wanna say.

There's tons of photos that I should upload but lappy's down so too bad.

The next update will be IDK when.

Lets hope either I quickly get to buy a new lappy soon (if only bby will buy me soon enough. HEHE.) or the lappy now will be back to normal.

Oh and to A : Even if you say u'll change, I doubt so. Ur just too good to be true and this keeps on

happening over and over again. I bet u nvr thought that I was darn disappointed in you.

Well, u nvr cared anw.

So yeah, whatever. From now on, I'll just keep to myself and not interfere in whatever U wanna do. Its so much better that way right? I'll just wait for the day till you prove to me that U've changed for the better. Who was there for you when you were sick? If this incident still didn't wake u up and make u realised, then I've got nth else to say.

I didn't expect anything from you right from the start. All I ever wanted was a clean and fresh friendship that can last long. But.....U didn't. U did it again. U throw all your friends away just for a Fcuken S**t. The more your close to her, the more I hate her. Ahhh. Thinking abt it just makes me mad. Don't worry, I won't bother you anymore, EVER. U can have my word.

Take care. Ur still my friend after all.

Nights. Tatatititutu. Im tired and I need to sleep now.

Lose hope.

2009-04-12T06:02:00.005+08:00

Group Photo Take 1

Take 2

Take 3

Step Cute 1

Step Cute Melampau 2

Feeling-feeling Matrep.

Love love.

Awww.
Hahaha.

Work was pretty much the same.
But thanks to my dear Gf and Ben for the chill-out session ,
it was rather interesting.
Not forgetting bby.
Gossip like there's no tomorrow(as usual).
HAHAHA.
What can I say?
We are ~~~GIRLFRIENDS!~~~
LOL.
Headed off to Tiong Bahru Plaza to chill at Teh Tarik.
Smoky and chit chat at the smoking area.
About 3.30 am, we call it a day and went home sweet home.

2009-04-11T02:32:00.003+08:00

I'd wanted to blog about so many things but due to some reasons,
I thought that maybe I'll just blog abt it later.
Anyhoos, I hope that this particular being reads this.

To Z : Life's a bitch and everyone knows that.
But no matter how sucky it is, we still ought to move on and don't stay tight to the past.
Being strong is of course the most important thing and apart from that, we always have to
look on the bright side.
Your kind soul will come to you in no time.
Just have to be patient and not let this small things affect you.
I believe your strong.
Doesn't matter if ur negative-thinking kind of person or whatsoever.
Come on, like what I always say to my bbygirls, take it as an obstacle in your journey of life.
U cannot decide how u want life to turn out but your destiny lies in yourself.
There's no use saying how Fucked Up life is for you when you, yourself
don't wanna change to be a better person.
It all depends on you for all you know.
So remember, you have someone who cares for you no matter what.
Its just that you didn't bother to know.
U really are stubborn. Yes you are.
Sorry but I think its true.
Lastly, stay positive. ALWAYS.

P/s - Im just a phonecall or a text message away.
Don't be stucked up and pretend u don't need anyone
when actually you do. Ok? (:

Changed.

2009-04-09T23:17:00.003+08:00

Finally, I've changed my blogskin. Its a bit simple but I like it. Anyways, will do a proper update tomorrow. Im still so so tired after today. Need my sleep. Till then, xoxo.

Woah!

2009-04-09T00:50:00.007+08:00

I just got back from a 3 days holiday.
As if! Hahahaha.
I was away for Chalet.
And I swear Im dead beat.
Here's the pictures during outing with Gf and partners.

ZzZzzzzzzzzzzz.

What?

2009-04-06T02:00:00.003+08:00

Ben, lala, shasha.

Im invisible, So are You. Thanks a lot.

P/s : sorry if i were to say this.
you're a predator preying on the fallen.
gaining sympathy from the innocent.
your head's getting too big for your shoulders to carry.
and when i thought the tide has turned.
i slipped, not noticing it had turned twice.
maybe i was scared by the thoughts of not seeing you again.
or maybe i was simply wrong.

Thrills

2009-04-04T16:25:00.007+08:00

1

2

3

4

Its been a long time since I went shopping and out with bby,

Im a lil bit excited cause bby bought me a lot of stuffs yesterday.

We went to PS first to buy my stuffs.

Bought coffee at McCafe and chilled.

Around 2 hrs later, we invited my sisters + her bf for a karaoke session at Cashbox.

Sing like hell till my throat wanna burst out.

Bby was so happy and idk why but I felt tremendously excited too!

Hahaha.

Will be posting pictures later.

Look out for it.

On the other note, so far, I've been feeling a lot better.

Thinking abt it, I just can't be bothered what ppl's gonna think or say abt me.

Go ahead.

U can criticise me for all I care but Im just gonna say 1 thing to you.

U don't know me so don't judge me.

Words won't bring me down.

Im strong.

Hell yes I am.

I gotta go and get ready to meet my bbygirl.
Heees.

She'll go home if im late.

Hahahha.

As if.

Before I end this post, say Hi to my adorable buddy, Zaffan.
Webcamming with him was super funny but fun.

The pictures as above.

Cheers. :)

Swimming

2009-04-02T00:31:00.002+08:00

Declaration : Officially in a Depressed and Shocked state of mind.

A lot of things been happening lately but its nt that important. So let's nt waste time.
I didn't manage to sleep last night due to some reasons.
I read a book , i surf the net, i watch videos but still, i cant put myself to sleep.
It was until 8.15 a.m. when Ain texted and replied my msg.
And so since i was stressed up and feeling a lil down under, i decided to abandon
my sleep and bathe quickly to join her and the rest.
They'd plan to go for swimming session.
I didn't want to follow but guess what?

Ain, Izzat, Soffey and Myself ended up having such a splendid time at Jrg SC.

By 6.30, all of us were already like a dead meat so everyone parted to home sweet home.

This Next part is dedicated to 2 suckers.

***I was feeling a whole lot better than yesterday till i came across someone's Pm in Msn.
Yes S, U quickly changed it when I was online.
It really made me think whether ur innocent or ur just pretending.
Why are you doing this to me?
I just wanna know the truth.
U denied when I did ask u.
Whats the point?

***Friendship is indeed the most wonderful thing to treasure.
But let me ask you this.
Whats the point in saying but infact not doing it.
J, you really brought me down.
Totally.

I wanted to give a long post today.
Sorry, I just don't have the mood anymore.
To ain, cheer up. No matter what, we'll always have each other.

Before i scream my lungs out, i'll stop here.

2009-04-01T04:47:00.005+08:00

1. Fadzhan
2. Ain
3. Hajar
4. Soffey
5. Amien
6. Iyan
7. Aishaa
8. Nia
9. Khai
10. Rauda
11. Jun Jun
12. Imran
13. Atiqah
14. Nathiya
15. Faizal
16. Syamim
17. Fytria
18. Fee
19. Boi
20. Zaki
21. Yanny

1. How did you meet 7 ? Aishaa - Through the net. (:
2. What would you do if you & 15 had never met ? Faizal - Chemistry will be a mystery to me. Lols.
3. What would you do if 20 & 1 dated ? Zaki & Fadzhan - No way would they date! Gays!
4. Have you seen 17 cried ? Fytria - Yes. A couple of times.
5. Would 4 & 16 make a good couple ? Soffey & Syamim? Hilarious!
6. Do you think 11 is attractive ? Jun Jun - Totally.
7. What’s 2 favourite colour ? Ain - Easy. Its purple. (:
8. When was the last time you talked to 9 ? Khai - A few days ago.
9. What language does 8 speaks ? Nia - English & Malay.
10. Who is 13 going out with ? Atiqah - With husayn.
11. Would you ever date 17 ? Fytria - No! That would make me a lesbian.
12. Where does 18 live ? Fee - Tampines
13. What’s the best thing about 4 ? Soffey - I'll nvr get bored of the way she talks and makes jokes.
12. Wht would you like to tell 10 right now ? Rauda - Change back to a girl quickly. Hehs.
15. What’s the best thing about 20 ? Zaki - He's a Mr-funny-lots-of-stories guy.
16.Have you ever kiss 2 ? Ain - Oh yes!
17. What’s the best memory you have of 5 ? Amien - When he's such a sweetie or the great friend.
18. What’s the you’re gonna see 4 ? Soffey - Is this even a question?
19. How is 7 different from 6 ? Aishaa & Iyan - Well, its a boy and a girl.
20. Is 2 pretty ? Ain - U bet she is!
21. What’s your 1st impression of 15 ? Faizal - Stuck up guy.
22. How do you meet 3 ? Hajar - She's my bestfrnd. We met in schl.
23. Is 15 your best friend ? Faizal - Nahh.
24. Do you hate 12 ? Imran - Yes at times.
25. Have you seen 18 in the last month ? Fee - Yes.
26. When was the last time you saw 16 ? Syamim - Its been like forever?
27. Have you been to 5’s house ? Amien - Yes.
28. When’s the next time you’ll see 10 ? Rauda - At work.
29. Are you close to 11 ? Jun Jun - We're just friends. (Nt anymore though.)
30. Have you been to the movies with 4 ? Soffey - Yes. Once right?
31. Have you gotten into trouble with 8 ? Nia - Duhh. She's my sis.
32. Would you give 19 a hug ? Boi - Yes. Given already. Haha.
33. When have you lied to 3 ? Hajar - When its a white lie. Hehe.
34. Is 11 good at socializing ? Jun Jun - A freak like him would. HAHA.
35. Do you know a secret about 8 ? Nia - Yes. A lot!
36. Describle the relationship between 12 & 18. Imran & Fee - They don't even know each other!
37. What’s the best thing about your friendship with 9 ? Khai - Everything is great with him as a friend. (:
38. What’s the worst thing about 6 ? Iyan - He has a kind of attitude only close ppl will know.
39. Do you have a crush on 12 ? Imran - No. Euw.
40. How long have you known 2 ? Ain - Since i was 5! (Its been 12 years)
41. Does 11 have any girlfriend/boyfriend ? Jun Jun - Yes.
42. Have you wanted to punch 1 in the face ? Fadzhan - When he makes my blood boil. Hehs.
43. Have 21 meet your parents ? Yanny - Only my dad.
44. How did you meet 11 ? Jun Jun - Don't bother asking.
45. Did you ever accidentally physically hurt 3 ? Hajar - Yes. Really? Idk.
46. Did you live close to 7 ? Aishaa - No.
47. What’s 8 favourite food ? Nia - She has no favourite food. She likes all FOOD.
48. What kind of car does 1 have ? Fadzhan - A minivan soon. (:
49. Have you travelled anywhere with 9 ? Khai - Yes of course. In Sg only.
50. If you gave 14 a $100 , what would she/he spend it on ? Nathiya - Idk. Shopping.

P/s - To 'pass' : Thanks for that compliment yeah.

Do drop by again.
It will be nice to tell me ur name next time
cause im sure we're gonna have a great time catching up if i were to know you.
To 'passerby' : Do leave ur name if u drop by again.
Im dying to know who you are.

Cheers for tagging.

Stronger than Ever.

2009-03-30T15:47:00.004+08:00

My dearest bbygirl, Hajar.
I strongly believe that this might be the biggest point of ur life whereby
things really took a turn.
I wanna let u know that whatever happens, Im still gonna stand strong by you and try my very
best to be there for u no matter what it is.
Apart from that, U are the only important woman who should
stand strong by ur mother's side.
She needs u the most.
Take this as a task from God.
Patience is always a virtue.
Never stop praying and Insyalah,
Everything would be over sooner or later.
I may not really understand the whole situation but u know im still willing to do anything
to make u feel better.
Sometimes, I might be a bitch i know, too obsessed with work and such, but still despite all that, Im still the Bestfrn that u can always count on.
To conclude, I cant wait to meet u up soon.
Its nt gonna be a bitchy convo again but its time for some serious business.
Ur 1 brave girl i know.
Please do cheer up and not let all this things interrupt ur studies/health.
This is an important year for you.
U need ur rest and don't let all this make u down.
I love you no matter what.
U know that.

Much Love,
Shasha, Ur BFF.

P/s : To Ain, Im glad he's home.
And u better catch up on ur sleep and have some rest.
The next time I meet u, I dun wanna see a zombie look-alike.
Kidding, bt yeah. I love u too bby.

On the Contrary, Both my Bestfriends are having some major problems.
Im trying my best to be there for them.
At least, i hope i can.
Whatever it is, We ought to stay positive.
Oh God, do help them.
I can't bear to see them so distraught.
I'll pray hard too.
I wanna see the Happy them back again.

And because of this, idk why im feeling down too.

Hmmm.

Overdue Pictures.

2009-03-28T02:51:00.008+08:00

Hello! This post is for hajar cause she's so impatient to keep on asking me to post the pictures during our Bitch meet up. Hahahahaha. Here u go bby. I wont blog much. Got to nth to post actually. Sorry.

Budak bo chap.

Makan je keje.

He wanna pretend to be cool actually.
Haha.

The place we chilled to eat.

Yum! Want some?

My adorable babies.

Arrgh. Help! Haha.

Love love.

Act don't want to take pictures only.

My cute Girl.

No smoking pls.

How much we've grown together.

Candid.

Darlings.

Hi my name is Siti Hajar.

My name is Nurul Ain.

What ur looking at? Fierce eh soffey?

HELLO AGAIN!

Before i end this post, I got something to show u ppl.
Hehehehehe.
Curious enough?

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Hajar's $1000000 Pose.
LOL.

Toodles.
Nights!

Bummer

2009-03-26T03:47:00.003+08:00

Work has been more and more tight.
With the stupid supervisor and all, its getting much more unacceptable.
But i still have to endure till God knows when.
Anyhoos, here's some pictures.
Till then, idk when im gonna blog again cause I don't have anything to blog abt anyways.
Btw, my sister said that anyone who blogs everyday has no life.
LOL.
Whatever la.
Screw her.

Gd night!

xoxoxoxoxoxo.

Trouble

2009-03-23T14:23:00.005+08:00

Dear God,

Our fate as well as destiny lies in you. Life's never easy for me cause I've been through a lot since young.
Whatever it is, eventhough i know i shouldn't be saying this,
I feel that its thoroughly unfair.
The circumstances that's happening really causes me to think that way.
Why must this people exist? To make our life miserable? Hard?
Its not acceptable.
How i wish life did turn out how i wish it would be.
No matter what, I know Im strong and I believe that I can get through the odds
easily.
I know im different from the others.
There's always a reason why different
things happen to us.
And I promise myself that I'll learn from it.
Lastly, i'll pray deep in my heart that somehow, life would be pretty much smoother
for me and my loved ones. Thank you.

With love, Shasha.

Peace.

Lost.

2009-03-20T14:46:00.003+08:00

I will update when i have the time to.
Will be very busy with work.
Ok wait, I am always busy with work.
LOL.
Anyways, The outing with The Bitches was damn fun.
I'll upload the pichas soon enough.
Don't blame me.
Im just too lazy to do it.
Hehs.
On the contrary, how i wish i'll get more off days.

Off Days = MORE REST, MORE SLEEP, MORE BITCHING SESSION, MORE FOOD TO EAT, MORE PEACEFUL MOMENTS, MORE LEISURE TIME, MORE EVERYTHINGGGGGGG. .
Wow. Quite a lot huh?

Enough of my crap.
Till then, xoxo.

P/s : It beats nth when u know that someone is not being themself or whatsoever.
I guess i'll nvr know what their motive is unless they realised it themself.
Pls, nvr ever try to be someone ur not cause its nt gonna make ppl favour you.
Seriously.

PEACE.

Yeah!

2009-03-18T12:52:00.002+08:00

Its My Off Day today!
Woohoo!
Idk why the hell im so excited.
Maybe cause after so many days working, like finally, i can rest.
But nooooo.
Im so going out today to meet my Girls!
Im supposed to be bathing now.
Gotta run.
Gf will kill me if im late(as usual).
Hahahahahah.

Till then, xoxo.

P/s : Aishaaaa. Friday yeah.
Call me up tmr or what.
Heeeee.

:)

Paranoid.

2009-03-17T01:14:00.002+08:00

I was bloghopping through all my Gf's blogs.
And i discovered how much fun i missed out.
Due to this bloody no-use job.
Arrrghhh.
Whyyyy?
I feel so sad now.
And how i hate my job.
Fuck the ppl, fuck the rules, fuck everything.
Im gonna quit soon anws so no big deal.
No point staying on when nothing's gonna change or whatsoever.
On the other hand, i gotta find a new job soon before qutting.
LOL.
Like duhhhhh!

And wednesday pls come faster.
I cant wait for my bitching session with my Best Girls especially hajar!
Hahahahaha.
U know I know.
And yeah, Soffey and Ain, u guys don't bubble me Ok.
We gotta meet up on wednesday too.
Cant wait!!!!!

Bye.
Hehehehe.

?

2009-03-15T02:19:00.002+08:00

Manchester United Vs. Liverpool.

Score : 1 - 4.

Booohoooo.

Ohhhh Whyyy?

P/s , Amien, ' U always Walk Alone'.

Liverpool STILL suck.

Strange

2009-03-13T14:12:00.002+08:00

Last Month Was Friday The 13th.
This Month Or should i say today, Is Friday the 13th too!
Isn't it weird?
I wonder if im gonna have any bad/good/strange encounters thats gonna happen to me.
We'll just see.
Anyhoo, I need to go bathe now. Im working later on.
Ok, like EVERYDAY.
Sorry but I know My life's bored.

As if i want it to be that way.

Not the same

2009-03-13T00:42:00.003+08:00

Im not feeling alright.
Things have changed.
We're nt like how we used to be.
I don't want u to think that I've changed too.
We know we love each other so much.
Everyone makes mistakes.
So do i and so do u.
Bt lets just put everything behind.
I want and i need u badly in my life.
I won't go no where without u.
And u know that.
I just hope that U'll think the best of me.
I want to make u happy and spend the rest of my life with u.
U may think that Im kidding.
Im totally not and I know I mean what i say.
I'll always love u no matter what.
Ur the best damn thing that could have happened to me.
U know that.
ILYF.

Haiz.

:'(

*Sorry if im being too emotional. I just need to let my heart out.
And I need to let U know that I never wanna lose YOU.
Ever.

Shopping spree.

2009-03-10T23:02:00.004+08:00

Its my off day today! Like finally, i got a rest after those 3 sickening days of work. Super tireddd.

And yeah, as today was my off day, I went shopping with myself, bby and Amien. Bought a couple of jeans + a watch. Bby bought some accessories too. He was so happy, mcm jakon gitu at last dpt keluar. ^______^

And since amien had to go to his Nenek's house, we had to depart. Its ok Lah mien. I MEET U LIKE ALMOST EVERYDAY. U are like my 2nd Bf already. Hahahahahah. Fake.

On the contrary, I ate a lot today. Nasi lemak + Ljs. Exploding soon! Bynk nye nk diet eh. LOL.

Anws, update again soon. I think i'll be on hiatus. Gonna be busy with work like ALWAYS. Chow!

p/s : I miss Nur Nabilah Bte Muhd Shah also. U like got thousands of things to explain to me. Hahahahaha. Meet up soon Bitch. (:

Should I?

2009-03-07T10:42:00.003+08:00

''See, now u'll always treasure the time spend with him. Every little time is precious . Don't u think?''.

Whatever. Boss.
But that doesn't mean u can control either of our feelings.
U dun understand the affection anws.
Eventhough i know u mean it well, I still hate u for saying that to me.
No matter how good u take care of him, Its nt easy.
It was never easy.
I miss him too much I guess.
No one ever understand anyway.
Haiyaa.

I miss Bby So much.
And im gnna be busy with work.
Gfs pls call me up yeah?

:'(

Missed.

2009-03-06T03:16:00.004+08:00

''Go to sleep. Go to sleep. Go to sleep.''

I've been telling that to myself for abt 3 hours now.
I seriously need the rest.
But this stubborn head and body of mine doesn't seem to listen.
Hahahaha.
Anws, Like finally, after a while, I had a chat with my dearest ex classmate.
Full of craps but still a very nice guy and a very good friend.

WNWS.
(Winson Ng Wei Sheng.)

Cute right?
Any girls out there wanna get to know him?
He's single and available.
+ He's an intelligent ass.
Heeeee.
But he's interested in pretty girls only.
So if ur sexy and slim and gorgeous.
Don't be shy.

See Winson, I always stick to my promises.
Gagagaga.
Ok Winson, Ur 1 Minute Of fame is up.

Im going to sleep now.
A few hours before I need to wake up and set off to work.
Oh god.
Work.
Sucks.
Bye.
Good Night all.

Oh maan.

2009-03-05T19:16:00.004+08:00

Just When I thought I'll Have About 2 Weeks Off.
The Bad News Came and Taaadaa, Im working tomorrow.
Shoots.
And moreover its like a 24 Day Fair.
Long or what?
Omg.
This freaking nose is still on a non-stop hit mode.
Mucus is coming out every second.
Hahahaha.
Ok stop it sha.
*Ur disgusting.
Hell i am!
LOL.
Give me some good tips on how im supposed to cope with this runny nose + sorethroat while working.
Cause im darn sure I won't be alright in just a day.
Tips needed pls!

Holly well, Im lazing arnd at home today.
Now too.
Sorry Soffey but I just don't have the energy to even wake up from my bed.
There's always next time.
Its once in a blue moon when im having my off.
So i should really make a full use of it and rest.(esp when im sick!)

Before i go, I wanna say that i miss my best girlfriends so much.
I cant wait to catch up with u both.
So much gossips and updates awaits!!

Nurul Ain Binte Jumari.

Siti Hajar Binte Jamaludin.

Ok , Done.

I should continue my rest now.
Feeling so sucky.
Get Well Soon Shasha.
Pity me pls?

:'(

2009-03-04T19:13:00.005+08:00

100 truths!

Last beverage → Plain Water.
Last phone call → Bby.
Last text message → Soffey.
Last song you listened to → Alicia Keys, No one.
Last time you cried → Ytd morning.

HAVE YOU EVER:
Dated someone twice → Erm Yeah.
Been cheated on → Uhhuh.
Kissed someone & regretted it → Very!

IN THE PAST MONTH HAVE YOU:
Fallen out of love → Umm, Nope.
Laughed until you cried → Yeah! Tons of times.
Met someone who changed your life → Yes. Bby.
How many people on your top friends do you know in real life?→ Everyone?
How many kids do you want to have → I'll leave it to Fate yeah?
Do you have any pets → Umm, No.
Do you want to change your name → Kinda. But its Unique. (:
What time did you wake up today → 11.45 a.m.
What were you doing at midnight last night → Eating at Mcdonalds.
Name something you cannot wait for → Change. As in I wanna Change. Haha.
Last time you saw your father→ 4 years ago.(19/12/05)
What's one thing you wish you could change → Not being that softhearted anymore.
Have you ever talked to a person named Tom → Uhh, I think so.
What's getting on your nerves right now → My fcuking flu and sorethroat is driving me nuts.
What's your real name → Raja Ayishah Bte Raja Musa.
Elementary/Primary School → Guangyang Primary School.
Middle/Secondary School → Northland Secondary school.
Tertiary School → Will soon get to know.
Hair color → Blackish Brown.
Long or short → Long.
Are you a health freak → No. Ppl say i don't care. LOL.
Righty or lefty → Righty?

FIRSTS :
First surgery → None.
First piercing → Ears.
First best friend → Afiqah.
First sport you joined → Netball.
First pet → Hamster.
First vacation → Malaysia.

CURRENTLY :
Eating → Nth.
Drinking → Plain Water.
Waiting → For this flu to be gone.

YOUR FUTURE :
Want kids? → Yes of course!
Want to get married?→ We are destined to.
Careers in mind? → Social Worker or Policewoman.

HAVE YOU EVER :
Kissed a stranger → Nahh.
Drank hard liquor → Yeah.
Lost glasses/contacts → Nope.
Ran away from home → No.
Broken someone's heart → Yeah.
Been arrested → Uhhuh. Funny.
Cried when someone died → -.-

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
Yourself → I guess so.
Miracles → Yeah. Happened to me quite a number of times.
Love at first sight → Yeah yeah.
Heaven → Yes.
Santa Clause → No.
Kiss on the first date→ Haha! Yes.
Angels → Urm , yeah?

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :
Is there one person you want to be with right now? → Obviously.
Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? → Urm, no.
Do you believe in God? → Duhh.

DID THIS HAPPEN TO YOU????

Rules:
1. Answer the questions as honestly as possible.
2. Post this as "Did That Happen To You?"
3. Tag 5 friends.
4. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
5. Have Fun!!!

1. What do you do if you are in the bathroom with a beetle flying around?
Sit at the bowl while waiting to see if the beetle is dangerous or not. If nt, i'll continue my 'stuff'.
2. What do you do if you hear a song you like playing on the radio when you are all alone in the room?
Sing out loud like no one's business!
3. You want to speak to your crush badly. What is your pick up line? (Yes. Both boys AND girls have pick up lines)
Hello Dear! How's U?

4. What do you do if all your friends hate a particular band that you love?
Urm, don't even care. Everyone has their likes and dislikes.
5. What do you do when you trip and fall in front of many people?
Quickly get up while I can and pretend nth happen.
6. You forgot to do your multiple-choice question homework (the one whereby you have to choose 1 out of 4 options given to you as your answer) and your class starts in 5 minutes. What do you do?
Wonder Woman alert! Do it in 5 mins time quickly!
7. You have bad breath and someone speaks to you. How do you react?
Try to keep a distance away from that someone. Even while talking.
8. You just finished gym and after a shower, you drop your underpants on the wet floor. What do you do?
Use the dryer and try to dry it quickly. Hahaha.
9. What do you do if a personality quiz says that you have a lousy personality as your result?
I don't care cause its nt even a being. No one knows me better than I do. Hell yeah!
10. Your friend gave you the worst gift you have ever received and asks: Do you like it? How do you react?
'Thanks yeah'.

11.(Continued from question 10) What are you really thinking secretly inside?
'Its the thought that counts even if its the worst ever'.
12. A hot guy/girl keeps looking at you while you are on the bus. What are you secretly thinking inside?
Everyone has eyes. Its their problem what they wanna look at. Im thankful if he/she keeps looking at me though. It shows that I captured their attention. (:

Tag

-Ain

-Hajar

-Soffey

-Aishaa

-Khai

-Anyone.

Stalker.

2009-03-04T00:42:00.003+08:00

Hot News : Shasha is having a bad runny nose and sorethroat.

Boohoohoo.
Like anyone even cared.
But seriously, its really making me paranoid.
What a time to be sick.

Anws, on the bright side, i had a jolly good time with my babes just now.
Actually one of them is my sister so that doesnt make her 'my' babes.
HAHAHAHA.
We went to Starbucks Cathay at first.
Chill out, talk, laugh and criticising anyone who's walking pass us.
Darn we're bad.
And after that, headed to P.S.
Walked around and bought some stuffs.
Soon after, we decided to hang out before heading home at the place soffey calls 'Tragedy'.
Super LOL.

So that was my day.
I know its boring.
What to do.
I am a BORING person.
So too bad.
And pictures coming soon.
I'll get it from Soffey.

And now, its time to sleep!
I really need to make my runny nose to a jogging one ASAP.

Sleepover

2009-03-02T00:16:00.004+08:00

Guess what?
I've been sleeping over at fee's house for 3 days now.
Hahahahaha.
Too lazy to go home.
And yeah, after work, These 2 Clowns join me cause I drag them also.
Nyehe!
So it was Me, Amien, Nia, Fee and Yan.
We played monopoly, made stoopid jokes, and laugh, and laugh.

Im bored now.
Chatting with soffey and some others.
Will update again soon.
Hahahaha.
Blogging kills time i guess.

Chowsz!

=)

Webcam

2009-02-28T02:06:00.008+08:00

Hello hello hello.
Im sleeping over at fee's house.
Since its near to my workplace.
Hehs.

*Oh and i wanna say a very sincere SORRY to Ain, Soffey and Syafaat for not coming just now. Ok lah have to say that i did paitow u guys. I really promise i'll make it up to u guys. Really!

On the other hand, im so bored now.
So while chatting with imran,
I decided to take a picture.
Ok, actually 4.
Hahahahaha.
Im superrrrrr bored now.
Omg.
Guess i'll just waste time by taking pictures.
Tons and tons of it.
Ok bye!

=)

^^^Happy Belated Bday to u loser.
Nia Biatch. ^^^

Survey Again.

2009-02-27T02:46:00.002+08:00

Another survey by my twinnie.
Haha!
Since im a bit bored, i did it.

1) Who is the last person you love?
My current bf and still loving him. :)

2) Are you happy with that someone you love?
Yes. Totally.

3) If he/she coming back in future, will you accept them back?
Depends on the situation.

4) Who is the last person who kiss you?
Bf.

5) Who is the last person you hug?
Bf.

6) How many ex do you have now?
4?

7) Do You believe in love at the first sight?
Yes!

8) What is the most special thing or day happen when you are in relationship?
Knowing that there's someone who's always there for you whenever u need them.

9) With who your last picture taken?
Fahmi the Wolverine.

10) Who is your ex you hurt the most?
Mamat? Haha!

11) With who, when you're in relationship you feel the most comfortable with?
When im with that someone.

12) Who have the most best kiss among all your ex?
I can't remember.

13) Who are your ex is down to earth?
None at all. My bf does!

14) Handsome/pretty but poor or ugly/fat but rich? Which do you prefer? Why?
Handsome but poor.
Money cant buy happiness and even if u dun go for looks, u'll still prefer someone who's attractive. At least.

15) If you have one wish. Who you wanna be with?
WOW. Tons of Guys!

16) Want to know about them better? List here, the name that need to do this survey.

-Anyone who dropped by.

=)

Good Night.

SURVEY.

2009-02-25T21:44:00.002+08:00

One-word .
(Maybe two or three though.)

1. Where is your cell phone? Beside me .
2. Your significant other? Eating! (same as my gf. hah).
3. Your hair? Let down.
4. Your mother? Missed .
5. Your father? Missed .
6. Your favorite? Err? .
7. Your dream last night? Losing one teeth.
8. Your favorite drink? Green tea .
9. Your dream/goal? Successful.
10. What room you are in? Living room .
11. Your hobby? Lots!.
12. Your fear? Death .
13. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Paris.
14. Where were you last night? Tampines .
15. Something that you are not? Two-faces.
16. Muffins? Umm, anything.
17. Wish list item? Laptop!.
18. Where you grew up? Singapore.
19. Last thing you did? Smoked .
20. What are you wearing? Shirt and pants .
21. Your TV? LG. (Life's good! I can bet) .
22. Your pets? None .
23. Friends? Lovables .
24. Your life? Smooth? .
25. Your mood? Normal .
26. Missing some one? Lots! .
27. Car? Maybe .
28. Something you're not wearing? Nth.
29. Your favorite store? Cotton on.
30. Your favorite color? Black .
33. When is the last time you laughed? Everytime .
34. Last time you cried? Weeks ago .
35. Who will resend this? Idk .
36. One place that I go to over and over? Work. Hahaha.
37. One person who texts me regularly? Baby .
38. My favorite place to eat? Fastfood/Anything .
39. My favorite food? Tons.

Thanks for tagging me this survey Gf.
Hhaahaha.
I've done it.
Yeah!

Oh and do it if u come across this too. Ur most welcome.

=)

2009-02-23T23:43:00.002+08:00

Pity me so much.
I've been doubly, tripply busy this few days.
Not enough rest and sleep at all.
Just work and work and work.
Back to my 'bangla' days.
HAHAHA.
Ok , its inside joke.
So anyways, seriously, i got nth to blog cause there's too much to say.
And if i were to tell it, i think it would take abt 4-5 posts.
Nyaha!

I'll be back soon i guess.
And im missing my gfs so much!
Please go out with me soon.

As for now, i wanna say good night.
I badly need my sleep.
Chow!

OLD.

2009-02-19T13:49:00.002+08:00

Happy 19th Birthday To u!
ZAHARIAN!
Wahhh.
Dah besar la nie anak.
Hahahaha.
Remember, ur already 19 my dear.
Hope u have an enjoyable day ever.
All the best to u in ur future endeavours.
Take care.

=)

Bored!

2009-02-17T19:45:00.004+08:00

Haahahahaha.
I was bored at work.
Since im using my sister's bf lappy,
And nth else to do, i decided to take some pictures.
NYAHAHAHA.
What to do.
Ok thats all.
Bye.

=)

LOVE LOVE LOVE?

2009-02-17T14:51:00.003+08:00

"Love Story"

We were both young, when I first saw you.
I close my eyes and the flashback starts-
I'm standing there, on a balcony in summer air.

I see the lights; see the party, the ball gowns.
I see you make your way through the crowd-
You say hello, little did I know...

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles-
And my daddy said "stay away from Juliet"-
And I was crying on the staircase-
begging you please don't go...
And I said...

Romeo take me somewhere, we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess,
It's a love story, baby, just say yes.

So I sneak out to the garden to see you.
We keep quiet, because we're dead if they knew-
So close your eyes... escape this town for a little while.
Oh, Oh.

Cause you were Romeo - I was a scarlet letter,
And my daddy said "stay away from Juliet" -
but you were everything to me-
I was begging you, please don't go-
And I said...

Romeo take me somewhere, we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess.
It's a love story, baby, just say yes-

Romeo save me, they're trying to tell me how to feel.
This love is difficult, but it's real.
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess.
It's a love story, baby, just say yes.
Oh, Oh.

I got tired of waiting.
Wondering if you were ever coming around.
My faith in you was fading-
When I met you on the outskirts of town.
And I said...

Romeo save me, I've been feeling so alone.
I keep waiting, for you but you never come.
Is this in my head, I don't know what to think-
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said...

Marry me Juliet, you'll never have to be alone.
I love you, and that's all I really know.
I talked to your dad -- go pick out a white dress
It's a love story, baby just say... yes.
Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh.

'cause we were both young when i first saw you...

P/s : I wonder if Love is really blind?
True Love is rare.
And i believe that someday, The one who's destined for me will always be there.
Through thick and thin.
Like how i already have.
U should be envy.
Im the luckiest girl alive.
I love u bby.
I swear i do.

2009-02-16T06:23:00.004+08:00

Arrrrgh. Its 6.25 a.m. and im actually not sleeping yet.
Nyaha.
I don't know why but i feel as fresh as ever.
Maybe when im sleepy then i'll sleep.
Anyway, ytd was such a hectic day.
Event in the morning and fair in the afternoon.
Imagine how shagged i am, yes u can bet.
After fair, bby was bugging everyone to follow him to shisha.
Since i didn't want to let him down, so me and the rest just followed.
The funny thing was, i kept on dozing off abt what? 15 times?
I couldnt stay awake for even more than a minute.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
That was how tired i am.
Bby pitied me so much so we went home quickly.

And before i forgot, 2 days ago was Valentines!
Bby got me this 2 precious gift.

-Ferrero Rocher
-A stalk of rose.

Awwww. So sweet.
Heeeeee.
So much for not celebrating yeah bby?
Thank u so much.
Now its time to sleep.
My head's starting to spin.
Good morning to u and have a nice day.
Nyaha!

:)

14/02

2009-02-14T01:52:00.003+08:00

Its officially 14 of Feb.
Which is of course Valentines Day.
To those of u celebrating, Happy Valentines!
Of course i am not celebrating coz bby thinks its only for fucked up fuckers.
Hahaha.
I dun mind since i've not been celebrating either for the past years.
We ought to show our love to our love ones EVERYDAY, not only on valentines day right?
Oh well, it depends on each and every different individuals.
Ooh and yeah, yesterday was Friday the 13th.
Sounds scary.
For the first time ever, i didn't have any bad luck.
Surprisingly, neither good luck too.
Everything went on just normally.
I guess its a good sign since i just stayed at home and watch the full series of KEKASIHKU SERU.
Go and catch. Full of suspense, anger, thrill and more.

Timecheck = 2:01 a.m.

I should be sleeping now since im working at 7.am. later!
Gotta run.

Lastly, i find this pillows rather cute and interesting.
Im gonna bug bby to get me these cute stuff soon.
Hehs.

Unique huh? ^__^

Good night! , Mwahhs!

:)

Have u ever?

2009-02-12T17:16:00.001+08:00

Im broke!

Broke = No mood = No going out = No fun = Bored.

HAHAHAHAHAHA.

Two more days till im working.

I need cash now.

Slacking at home alone.

Someone please call me or whaaat.

2009-02-11T23:47:00.003+08:00

Feeling so lethargic. Im just back from my sister's house. Made a visit there cause i miss my lovely nieces and nephews so much. Im such a great aunt. lol. Anyway, had an unforgettable time yesterday. Slept over at Soffey's house. That biatch made me ate 2 plates of nasi lemak! How the hell am i suppose to not be fat like that? Nyaha! On the other hand, i really enjoyed my day so much. There's just too many things to say but too little to write. ^_^ Sorry la soffey aku snore mcm pig. I was so tired all thanks to u. With all those food and entertainment u gave, how can i not get sleepy sia? But yeah, thank u so much yeah? Next time, its ur turn! Can't wait. Till then, im gonna turn in now. *Pondering over too many things. ..............................................................
Good night.

Today in history.

2009-02-10T02:25:00.008+08:00

Today was such a tiring day.
The plan was to just met up with ain at her Grandma's house since Grandma miss me like much.
HAHAHAHA.
But instead after that, this goondu wanted to go to cotton on at wisma.
Ain couldn't tag along as she had to fetch her mum from work.
What a great daughter she is.
Nyaha!

Hell yeah its was tiring coz i didn't just went to like 2 places buat actually 5.
-Ain's Grandma House.
-Wisma Atria
-Far East Plaza
-Demsey Hill
-Adam's Rd

Cool or what?
5 Places in just 1 day.
Bet u can say that was super tiring.

Now, lets just take a look at the pics yeah?
Enjoyz.

The view at ben & jerry's was nicee.

Nie anak syiok sendiri.
HAHAHA.

And i think me too.

Bby senyum lebar habis dpt mkn ice cream.

We were so hypnotised by the ice cream.

Looks delicious right?
U bet it is!

Bby's new shoes.
He's so happy abt it.
lol.

Tkde keje ape lagi?

Presenting the most cutest boy ever : Aniq.

Feeling2 jadi mak budak.
-.-

He never wanna look up la.

Stress kepe Soff?

And when everyone was busy doing things, this ass syiok sendiri take pictures using my digicam.

Tgk la. Perasan betul.

The best entertainer ever : myself.
Nyaha!

He smiled! Yeah!

Soffey was so captivated by the 'whatever the name is' bus.
HAHAHHAA.

So yeah, that was my super loooonnnggggg day with my great people.
And now, i need my rest.
Im so shagged!
Oh and btw, i hope this post didn't make u guys bored.
HAHAHAHA.
Im so not good at blogging u know.

Good night and sweet dreams to me.
=)

SURVEY.

2009-02-08T14:17:00.003+08:00

Sunday = Freedom

Lol.

Anw, its a SUNDAY and im still at home.

Was surfing through the net and i came upon a survey which tells me about whats my greatest fear.

Here it is.

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Being Alone While you may act like you don't care on the outside, on the inside your biggest fear is being alone. You can be quite shy and reserved. You feel like a lot of times people don't really see the real you. You're afraid that no one will really truly love you, and that you will be alone for the rest of your life. On the inside you are great person, so just remember that and don't let your shy nature get the best of you! If you don't want to be a lone then you need to make an effort to be with someone. Show the people that you care about that you really love them, and chances are someone will always be there, even if you think they won't.
Disappointment
Commitment
Looked down on
Losing Someone
Where Your life is Going
Death
What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

Being alone?

Hahahaha.

Idk if its true but i guess its kinda interesting.

So yeah.

GTG.

I'll not continue further cause its gonna be bored.

Chow.

Woohoo!!!

2009-02-07T15:35:00.002+08:00

Hello hello hello!
At last!
Im back!
Nyaha.
Lappy's finally back to normal.
Updates soon Ok.
I've been very busy with so many things.
I'll update soon i promise.
Time to go.
xoxo.

Omg

2009-01-30T22:55:00.002+08:00

Arrrggghhh!!!!
Its been like almost 1 week since i didn't get in touch with the internet world.
LOL.
Ok crap.
Nyaha!
My lappy's down!
And its nt yet repaired.
Well, updates soon.
Anything just leave me a tag.
See u when i see u.

*Winks.

Takecare loves.

Food and food and food.

2009-01-24T02:26:00.002+08:00

Today was an awesome day indeed cause its
PAYDAY!
Hahahahaha!
After being broke for like whhaaatt?
2 long weeks.
But yeah, it will still finish up much sooner than i expected.
Buy this. buy that and paying this and paying that.
Hell yeahh.
But its Ok.
As long as the feeling of having some cash is already good enough.
Nyaha!

On 2nd thought, after work today,
Me, sis, Buntal, Fee went to shisha!
The plan was to go together with the rest but everyone last minute bubble(as always).
So its considered like a double 'date'.
LOL.
Still it was fun and exciting.
The food was like whoah!
Turkish. (Moreover the total was a splendid $131).
All that for some food and just 2 shishas.
But hey!
It was worth the time and money spent.
Once in a while, u have to indulge urself with some good food.
So yeah, i gotta catch some rest.
I've to get some beauty sleep before i start growing wrinkles from lack of rest and sleep.
Oh and yeah!
I managed to snap 3 pictures!
Enjoy!

I need to sleep now.
Chow.

Chocolate mousse ice cream.

Kofte. (rice with meat & sausages)

Turkish Coffee.

2009-01-23T14:43:00.005+08:00

*Traumatised.

To u :
I just wish that u'll understand more.
Stop being the good guy and me being the bad one.
I know ur always there for me but that doesn't mean u can decide what to do for me.
I tried so hard to please u but it always seems that im the one who keeps on doing the wrong things.
I just wish that u can be much more understanding.
Also to appreciate me and not take me for granted.
I don't know what it is about me but i think u've changed, totally.
If u happen to read this, i just hope that u'll try to be a better person.
Im not saying that im better too.
Let's work hard so we can be happy together.
010807.
Happy 18th (Advanced) Monthsary.

Sometimes i just wonder why its hard to control our feelings and emotions?
To try our best not to feel that way but we still did.
Reality checks in.

Camera!

2009-01-21T05:05:00.003+08:00

At last after so many days of being a workaholic,
i decided to have a break and went out with my AWESOME ppl.
Nyaha!
I'll update more tomorrow.
Im super tired right now.
Till then, xoxo.

LALALALALA

2009-01-20T03:32:00.001+08:00

What a dead blog.
Hahaha.
Updates soon.

(:

Vrrooooom!

2009-01-14T15:08:00.007+08:00

Here's all the pictures of yesterdays!!!!! Enjoys!!!
Nyahahaha.

Sorrry. Im too lazy to give some captions.
Hahahaha.
Why not u put it in for me yeah?
Lols!
Have a gd day ahead!

(:

Why why why?

2009-01-13T02:19:00.003+08:00

Oh hello.
Today's such a freaking day.
I woke up early.
And at last, i get to meet up with the ppl that i've been missing too much.
Hajar, Nabilah & Nathiya!
I was extremely excited!
And to ain, soffey, nia and the rest, dun worry.
I know u guys did ur best.
U still have a long way to go.
Good luck to all of us for our future!
Hahahaah.
And anyway, yeah, its nt the end of the world maan!
Come on, u all can do better than that.
So dun just give up like that yeah?

Work, work, work.
Was quite alright.
There wasn't much customers today so mostly just slacked and laughters.
Lol.
Dun blame me but it was so boring till i snap a few pics here and there.
Enjoy!

Ok wait, im so lazy to update pics now.
Later Ok?
Come back if u wanna see!

Bye!

Happy, happy, happy.

2009-01-10T04:26:00.004+08:00

Hello hello!
First thing first ,
I wanna take this opportunity to wish a very
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST BABY,
Siti Hajar Bte Jamal_____.
Haha.
May all ur wishes and dreams come true yeah?
Stay cute and cheerful as always!
Muahs!

I'll still stand by u like how i always do. (:

***Anyway, today, after work, (as usual AGAIN),
after so long didn't hang out.
BLM + Nia
went to eat somewhere near To Bugis.
Ate sup TULANG.
Awesome maaan!
So nice and wonderful!
Haha!
Off to Haji lane or idk where to shisha.
Lol.
So much fun ; laughters and lame jokes again la what else?
Hahahaha!
Camwhore but halfway amien's hp batt was flat.
At least we still get to snap a few pictures.
I'll post the pics when i got it from Amien.
And u know what im gonna do now?
:
:
:
:
:
Got that right.
SLEEEEEEP.

Bye!!!

What a Game!

2009-01-06T02:33:00.003+08:00

Holla people!
Its been 3 days since i update.
Seriously, i don't know what the hell im gonna do with my life.
I just feel like im leading such a life with no directions at all.
No plans, no dreams, no future, no nothing.
Please tell me what i should do?
Oh god.
Ok maybe its too early to say all this but i just feel that way.
Hahaha.
Maybe im talking crap too right now.
I'll just see what life has to offer me in time.

On the bright side.
I pretty much had a good day just now.
Went to work as usual.
And as soffey called me. (bangla!)
LOL.
Darn u soffey.
Oh and after that Buntal, me, nia & nalor
went back to our home to just chill and hang out.
We played a game called NIGHTMARE.
At first we thought it was a stupid game but hey!
Damn it was fun!
Had such a great time and btw, i won the game!
HAHAHAHA!

Thats it for the day.
Im gonna go eat something now.
Catch up soon.
Toodles!

(:

Funny!

2009-01-03T15:40:00.006+08:00

Nia Longkang!

Yan Tapu!

Buntal!

Myself.

Amien Pendek!

Hello, hello. Wow. How time flies. Suddenly its already 2009. Hahaha. Ok, ok. I know im lame. Now let's start with yesterday. After work, BLM + Nia and I decided to go to Marina Barrage. So yeah, we headed there. We settled somewhere to sit and to hang out. I mean just chiiling there. As usual, amien and yan started their lame jokes. But it was really funny of course. We laughed. we screamed, we talked like no one's business. The view and the atmosphere there was amazing and thus, after all those energy used up for laughing and everything, all of us fell asleep there! YEAH! FELL ASLEEP SIA! Hahahaha! Im not so sure but the next thing i know, we were woken up by 1 policewoman. Eh wait! Its not even a policewoman! Its an Airtos-woman. Here's how the conversation went. A-W : What are u guys doing here? All of us : *Silent... A-W : Were u guys drinking? All of us : *Laughing! A-W : What's so funny? All of us : STILL LAUGHING! A-W : Let me see ur Ic's? Me, Nia, Buntal : In the vehicle. A-W : Go and take! Wah!! As if we were like her dogs sia. Can say nicely what? So f***** up attitude. So Nia and i wanted to go and take our Ic's but i wanted to go to the toilet first. Who cares. I need to pee first what. Haha!!! To cut the story short, after going to the toilet, Nia and I waited at the lorry cause we saw the guys walking. We waited for them and they were like telling us what happen when we wasn't there. Buntal said that after we walked off, the WOMAN went to tell her senior or whoever he is that we were making fun of her. Wahh! Carik pasal lagi sia! Its ok. Then the senior officer or what came to them(the guys) and asked a very GOOD question. Here's the conversation. Senior : Are u guys making fun of my officer? The guys : No! We didn't even talk to her! Senior : Ok. What are u guys doing here? The guys : We were just chilling out and looking at the sky and talking. Then we fell asleep. Senior : Oh Ok. I see. I hope u guys understand but we have our house rules. The guys : Oh yes we do understand. BLAH, BLAH, BLAH..... So right after that the guys packed up the stuffs and walk off. The woman still wasn't happy! ''No Sir, they were making fun of me!''. Wahlao. And to think that she's a MALAY somemore. Come on la. U would have understand what we talked about what. I wonder why ppl sometimes are like that. Go crazy over power. Haiyo. This was a very funny + irritating + mad experience for all of us. But no matter what, we did had a great time anyway. Hahahhahaha. THATS ALL FOR NOW! Thanks for reading up! (:

2009!

2009-01-01T01:56:00.008+08:00

WOW.

2009, Here i come!
Finally, 2009 has come.
It's been hell of a year for me throughout the whole 2008.
Well, i just hope that things will change for the better and that i'll lead a much
more happier life ahead.

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO U GUYS!!!

(:

Here are some pictures of yesterdays that i felt like posting.
Enjoy.

Amien Feeling2 Model.

Deprived childhood sia Nia.

Somehow i like the effect but i look so bulgy. Lol.

Dua mat & minah mentel!

Smile!

Bestfriend. (:

Again!

Me in mascot.

Hot, cute KEAREN!

Syidah & Me with Santa Claus!
Haha!

Oh yan, ur mole is so captivating!
Heeehee.

CHOW!!!

P/S : Happy 17 monthsary.

Yeah!

2008-12-30T16:34:00.003+08:00

Im glad things are back to normal for u guys.
Hahahaha.
And dun u dare make the same mistake again Ok?
May u guys last long together.

Anyway people, i don't know what the hell i did to my blog!
Help!
Dun worry. I'll link u asses back ASAP!
Hahahaha!
Oh gosh all my efforts in finding a new blogskin have gone to waste!
Aiyaiyaiyai.

IDIOT SIA.

Tell me why?

2008-12-29T04:00:00.003+08:00

Ainnnnnn.
Why are u doing this to urself?
Arrghhh.
And because of this, i dun think u are telling me everything.
Maybe just maybe u are keeping things away from me.
I dunnoe.
Its not that i don't understand u or what but i seriously gave up.
What for if i advice u but end up u don't listen to what i say?
I might as well not interfere and let u make the right choice urself.
This time round, im really disappointed in u and u know that.
What happen to MY ain?
Gosh. I totally did not expect this to happen.
Moreover, ur a big girl now and i know ur gonna make the right choices.
Im so sorry if im not of any help.
Im feeling so shitty and down anyway.
I guess u dun seem to know.
Coz ur too caught up with urself.
Im not trying to be rude or what.
But remember, ur not the only victim here.
U BROUGHT THIS UPON URSELF.

Somehow or other, i really feel that im not doing anything to help u.
And maybe ur right.
Damn yeah i don't even understand u at all.
I dun care and i dun mind.
Im just gonna be there for u and make sure that u make the right choices.
We have a long way to go in life anyway.
Why make this litle dilemma take control and ruin ur life now?
Whatever that i've said doesn't seem to have any effect on u at all.
I dunnoe.
I leave that choice to u.

Lastly, I just hope that ur gonna treasure the ppl around u more.
Appreciate what u've got and don't let go of them just like that.
U know what im talking abt.
Just so u know, Im still gonna have ur back on mine and respect ur decision.
I hope u do too.

ILYSM Bbygirl.
U know that too.

Blast!

2008-12-27T14:53:00.006+08:00

WHAT A BLAST!

Woah! What a long day i had.
Hahaha.
Went to work.
Slack coz it was raining and closed early.
LOL.
Im such a bad leader.
HAHAHAHA.

Anyway, BLM finally get to meet and hang out together for 2 days straight!
Such a blast i tell you.
Yesterday which is Christmas day we wanted to go to MARINA BARRAGE.
Wah!!! But is was so full of people and the carpark was full so we headed off to
Tanjung Rhu.
As for the 2nd day of hanging out, we went to catch a movie right after work.
'BEDTIME STORIES'.
The movie was so hilarious!!!
I cant stop laughing my head off.
But im glad apart from me, the rest of us did enjoyed the movie too.
Its not always that we get to go out as everyone is now busy catching up on their lives.
I love u guys.
Hang out very soon again!

P/S : Go catch that movie people!
Totally awesome!

Gotta hurry before im late for work again!
Adios!

Apologies.

2008-12-26T14:41:00.003+08:00

Im sorry. Im sorry. Im sorry.
Omg shasha.
Why are u so stupid?
Can someone please knock some sense into me?
Aioyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyo.
I've myself to blame.
And to KARAT, Im really, truly sorry.
Life is so unfair.
Well, i know it isn't right from the start.

Anyway, on the bright side.
Nothing new for me.
Life's been going bumpy but somehow i still have to go through it smoothly.
Things happen for a reason.
If u don't get what im trying to say its ok.
Cause i myself don't get it.
Ahahaha.

***5 MORE DAYS TO 2009.
***I SHOULD HAVE SOME RESOLUTIONS FOR THE NEW YEAR.
***ANY IDEAS?
***Sorry if im talking crap.

Chow!

2008-12-24T15:14:00.002+08:00

MOODLESS.
LOVELESS.
BOREDLESS.

Arrrrghhhhhh.
Why am i feeling this way?

'U gotta control, u gotta control, u gotta control.'

Oh yes i should.

Get back here later.

CHOW.

2008-12-23T12:57:00.004+08:00

Good day people.
Its been 3 long days since i updated.
A lot of things happened but i just cant seem to express it out.
The days that passed through has been a little mundane.
But hey!
Im still breathing. (like of course!)
& Its just important that Im still alive & I still have to go through this book we call life.


I dunnoe why but i really miss the old times we had.
Those sing along sessions.
Those gossips we have EVERY day.
Those eating moments!
Those rounding times we had.
Those times we make fun of each other but we meet almost every day!
Those funny times when we had our inside jokes.
Those times when we kutuk each other.
Those fishing moments!
Those karaoke times + bowling!
The most funniest thing is, we call ourselves, BLM.
U KNOW WHO U ARE.
I know, u know, others don't know.
HAHAHAHA.
So yeah, i miss all those.
Lets hope we gotta hang out soon together yeah?
Its important!
IMYGSM!!!

Dreaming.

2008-12-20T10:52:00.005+08:00

Awwwwwww.
Robert Pattinson is hot.
Omg. Im falling in love with him.
LOL.

Anyway, went to catch the midnight show 'Twilight' with Bby.
Thanks for the treat!
ILY.
Oh, the show's an awesome one.
U gotta catch it if u haven't.
I'll give it a 5 out of 5!
Totally awesome and exciting!

&&& Can i have a boyfriend like Edward Cullen please?
I wanna a boyfriend who is protective of me,
will never let anything hurt me,
love me for who i am,
sweet and romantic as well.
AWWWWWW.
I love u edward.
Hehehehe.

KKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK, I BETTER STOP DREAMING NOW BEFORE ANYONE HERE THINKS IM GOING INSANE! HAHAHAHAHA. NAHHH. BUT U GOTTA CATCH TWILIGHT PEOPLE! INDEED ITS A MUST-WATCH!

Im off now.
Signing out.
Peace.

(:

P/S : It was so funny when u told me that u shared
a lot of similarities with Edward Cullen.
Couldn't stop laughing my head off.
But the more i think about it, the more i agree with u.
And i think its completely true.
Im sure i had a great time.
So i hope that u did too.

LALALALALA

2008-12-18T22:26:00.004+08:00

Hello creatures. Sorry didn't update much. Been feeling a little bit of floosy lately. So yeah.

ON HIATUS!!!

P/S : & To you.
Thanks for making me like a fool.
Went all the way there just to send u some stuffs but end up....
Aiya.
Wth.
Waste time only.
Pffffft.

BLAH BLAH BLAH

2008-12-17T13:43:00.003+08:00

Its a TUESDAY!
Seriously, i have nothing to update.
Pity me.
Hahahaha.
Maybe its because too many things have been happening lately.
Anywaay, later meeting ain, syidah and izzat.
So yeah.
Gotta bathe now.
Ohh!
Rayhan, maybe ur NASI GORENG KEPALE BABI is coming.
Maybe yes, maybe not.
Anything i'll msg u yeah?
LOL.

Cheerios people!
Have a great day ahead!

Sick but true.

2008-12-15T04:58:00.000+08:00

Rainy, rainy day.
To top it off, Im having a bad flu, fever and sorethroat.
So planned to stay home all day and slack.
But Shorty called to meet him and go out to find someone's bday prezzie.
LoL.

So yeah, actually after that went to eat.
And then off to shisha and after that fort canning.
Lastly, home sweet home!
Like duh!
Hahaha.

Anyway, throughout the whole period of the day i was sick.
Felt like a zombie. My head keeps on spinning like a wheel!
Can u believe it?! I didn't collapsed or what.
Cheh! hahahha.
But yeah, i guess i was just having a good time with friends and bf.
Thats all that matters.

And now i need to catch some sleep coz its like 4.52 a.m. + im working in the morning.
WOW.
Cant blame anyone.
I just can't shut my eyes closed.

Oh!
My deary Niece is back at home!
Thank god she's getting better now.
Alhamdulilah. Amin.

AS FOR NOW,
Chow!

P/s : Have u ever known someone to be so crazy & abusing over their own power?
& U just can't seem to believe it?
Nahh. Maybe its just my premonition.
Or maybe its just my imagination.
Sometimes, people are just too cranky.
Even better, not appreciating one's help/effort all these while.
What to do?
Its a wonder why these people still exist.

Boring

2008-12-14T03:34:00.004+08:00

Sorry i didn't update.
Its just because im pretty much busy or nothing to blog about.
Hhahaha.
Ok its lame.
Anyway, to all this people.
I miss u so much already.
LOL.

Gd night.
Will update again when im much in control or should i say when im socialising more in my life.
Ta-ta.

-Moodless-

2008-12-12T00:48:00.006+08:00

Syira oh Syira.
Pls get well soon.

Anyway, today's such a bad day.
My favourite niece was admitted to hospital.
Aiyo.
Oh god pls make her well soon.
Lungs infection.
WTF?

So yeah.
Im in no mood to blog.

Ohh!
Puteri Dhiya Insyirah.
ILYSM.
Hope u'll get well soon.

:'(

Back to TOP.

2008-12-11T03:28:00.003+08:00

Thank goodness at least today i enjoyed myself much.
Credits to all whom i spend time with yeah.
At least i did got a GOOD laugh at Udin & Aat for beating them at bowling.
Lol.
So much for the CONFIDENCE aye GUYS?
hahahaha!
Malu sia kalah!
HAHAHA!

& Yeah.
I had a long day.
Gonna rest now or i'll die of Tiredness.
Haha! Lame.
Oh!

& to you.
JUST SO U KNOW, I DUN GIVE A SHIT ABT THIS ANYMORE!
Bye.