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SHASHA
Difficult & Cranky
Living life as it is.
'21/08.
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Don't assume you know me cause you don't.
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Yeah!
30.12.08 4:34 PM


Im glad things are back to normal for u guys.
Hahahaha.
And dun u dare make the same mistake again Ok?
May u guys last long together.


Anyway people, i don't know what the hell i did to my blog!
Help!
Dun worry. I'll link u asses back ASAP!
Hahahaha!
Oh gosh all my efforts in finding a new blogskin have gone to waste!
Aiyaiyaiyai.


IDIOT SIA.

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Tell me why?
29.12.08 4:00 AM



Ainnnnnn.
Why are u doing this to urself?
Arrghhh.
And because of this, i dun think u are telling me everything.
Maybe just maybe u are keeping things away from me.
I dunnoe.
Its not that i don't understand u or what but i seriously gave up.
What for if i advice u but end up u don't listen to what i say?
I might as well not interfere and let u make the right choice urself.
This time round, im really disappointed in u and u know that.
What happen to MY ain?
Gosh. I totally did not expect this to happen.
Moreover, ur a big girl now and i know ur gonna make the right choices.
Im so sorry if im not of any help.
Im feeling so shitty and down anyway.
I guess u dun seem to know.
Coz ur too caught up with urself.
Im not trying to be rude or what.
But remember, ur not the only victim here.
U BROUGHT THIS UPON URSELF.

Somehow or other, i really feel that im not doing anything to help u.
And maybe ur right.
Damn yeah i don't even understand u at all.
I dun care and i dun mind.
Im just gonna be there for u and make sure that u make the right choices.
We have a long way to go in life anyway.
Why make this litle dilemma take control and ruin ur life now?
Whatever that i've said doesn't seem to have any effect on u at all.
I dunnoe.
I leave that choice to u.

Lastly, I just hope that ur gonna treasure the ppl around u more.
Appreciate what u've got and don't let go of them just like that.
U know what im talking abt.
Just so u know, Im still gonna have ur back on mine and respect ur decision.
I hope u do too.

ILYSM Bbygirl.
U know that too.

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Blast!
27.12.08 2:53 PM



WHAT A BLAST!



Woah! What a long day i had.
Hahaha.
Went to work.
Slack coz it was raining and closed early.
LOL.
Im such a bad leader.
HAHAHAHA.

Anyway, BLM finally get to meet and hang out together for 2 days straight!
Such a blast i tell you.
Yesterday which is Christmas day we wanted to go to MARINA BARRAGE.
Wah!!! But is was so full of people and the carpark was full so we headed off to
Tanjung Rhu.
As for the 2nd day of hanging out, we went to catch a movie right after work.
'BEDTIME STORIES'.
The movie was so hilarious!!!
I cant stop laughing my head off.
But im glad apart from me, the rest of us did enjoyed the movie too.
Its not always that we get to go out as everyone is now busy catching up on their lives.
I love u guys.
Hang out very soon again!

P/S : Go catch that movie people!
Totally awesome!


Gotta hurry before im late for work again!
Adios!

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Apologies.
26.12.08 2:41 PM





Im sorry. Im sorry. Im sorry.
Omg shasha.
Why are u so stupid?
Can someone please knock some sense into me?
Aioyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyo.
I've myself to blame.
And to
KARAT, Im really, truly sorry.
Life is so unfair.
Well, i know it isn't right from the start.

Anyway, on the bright side.
Nothing new for me.
Life's been going bumpy but somehow i still have to go through it smoothly.
Things happen for a reason.
If u don't get what im trying to say its ok.
Cause i myself don't get it.
Ahahaha.

***5 MORE DAYS TO 2009.
***I SHOULD HAVE SOME RESOLUTIONS FOR THE NEW YEAR.
***ANY IDEAS?
***Sorry if im talking crap.


Chow!

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24.12.08 3:14 PM


MOODLESS.
LOVELESS.
BOREDLESS.

Arrrrghhhhhh.
Why am i feeling this way?


'U gotta control, u gotta control, u gotta control.'

Oh yes i should.

Get back here later.


CHOW.

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23.12.08 12:57 PM


Good day people.
Its been 3 long days since i updated.
A lot of things happened but i just cant seem to express it out.
The days that passed through has been a little mundane.
But hey!
Im still breathing. (like of course!)
& Its just important that Im still alive & I still have to go through this book we call life.


I dunnoe why but i really miss the old times we had.
Those sing along sessions.
Those gossips we have EVERY day.
Those eating moments!
Those rounding times we had.
Those times we make fun of each other but we meet almost every day!
Those funny times when we had our inside jokes.
Those times when we kutuk each other.
Those fishing moments!
Those karaoke times + bowling!
The most funniest thing is, we call ourselves, BLM.
U KNOW WHO U ARE.
I know, u know, others don't know.
HAHAHAHA.
So yeah, i miss all those.
Lets hope we gotta hang out soon together yeah?
Its important!
IMYGSM!!!











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Dreaming.
20.12.08 10:52 AM




Awwwwwww.
Robert Pattinson is hot.
Omg. Im falling in love with him.
LOL.


Anyway, went to catch the midnight show 'Twilight' with Bby.
Thanks for the treat!
ILY.
Oh, the show's an awesome one.
U gotta catch it if u haven't.
I'll give it a 5 out of 5!
Totally awesome and exciting!

&&& Can i have a boyfriend like Edward Cullen please?
I wanna a boyfriend who is protective of me,
will never let anything hurt me,
love me for who i am,
sweet and romantic as well.
AWWWWWW.
I love u edward.
Hehehehe.



KKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK, I BETTER STOP DREAMING NOW BEFORE ANYONE HERE THINKS IM GOING INSANE! HAHAHAHAHA. NAHHH. BUT U GOTTA CATCH TWILIGHT PEOPLE! INDEED ITS A MUST-WATCH!


Im off now.
Signing out.
Peace.


(:



P/S : It was so funny when u told me that u shared
a lot of similarities with Edward Cullen.
Couldn't stop laughing my head off.
But the more i think about it, the more i agree with u.
And i think its completely true.
Im sure i had a great time.
So i hope that u did too.

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LALALALALA
18.12.08 10:26 PM



Hello creatures. Sorry didn't update much. Been feeling a little bit of floosy lately. So yeah.

ON HIATUS!!!



P/S : & To you.
Thanks for making me like a fool.
Went all the way there just to send u some stuffs but end up....
Aiya.
Wth.
Waste time only.
Pffffft.

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BLAH BLAH BLAH
17.12.08 1:43 PM


Its a TUESDAY!
Seriously, i have nothing to update.
Pity me.
Hahahaha.
Maybe its because too many things have been happening lately.
Anywaay, later meeting ain, syidah and izzat.
So yeah.
Gotta bathe now.
Ohh!
Rayhan, maybe ur NASI GORENG KEPALE BABI is coming.
Maybe yes, maybe not.
Anything i'll msg u yeah?
LOL.

Cheerios people!
Have a great day ahead!

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Sick but true.
15.12.08 4:58 AM





Rainy, rainy day.
To top it off, Im having a bad flu, fever and sorethroat.
So planned to stay home all day and slack.
But Shorty called to meet him and go out to find someone's bday prezzie.
LoL.


So yeah, actually after that went to eat.
And then off to shisha and after that fort canning.
Lastly, home sweet home!
Like duh!
Hahaha.


Anyway, throughout the whole period of the day i was sick.
Felt like a zombie. My head keeps on spinning like a wheel!
Can u believe it?! I didn't collapsed or what.
Cheh! hahahha.
But yeah, i guess i was just having a good time with friends and bf.
Thats all that matters.

And now i need to catch some sleep coz its like 4.52 a.m. + im working in the morning.
WOW.
Cant blame anyone.
I just can't shut my eyes closed.


Oh!
My deary Niece is back at home!
Thank god she's getting better now.
Alhamdulilah. Amin.

AS FOR NOW,
Chow!


P/s : Have u ever known someone to be so crazy & abusing over their own power?
& U just can't seem to believe it?
Nahh. Maybe its just my premonition.
Or maybe its just my imagination.
Sometimes, people are just too cranky.
Even better, not appreciating one's help/effort all these while.
What to do?
Its a wonder why these people still exist.


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Boring
14.12.08 3:34 AM


Sorry i didn't update.
Its just because im pretty much busy or nothing to blog about.
Hhahaha.
Ok its lame.
Anyway, to all this people.
I miss u so much already.
LOL.

Gd night.
Will update again when im much in control or should i say when im socialising more in my life.
Ta-ta.


:)












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-Moodless-
12.12.08 12:48 AM








Syira oh Syira.
Pls get well soon.

Anyway, today's such a bad day.
My favourite niece was admitted to hospital.
Aiyo.
Oh god pls make her well soon.
Lungs infection.
WTF?

So yeah.
Im in no mood to blog.

Ohh!
Puteri Dhiya Insyirah.
ILYSM.
Hope u'll get well soon.

:'(

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Back to TOP.
11.12.08 3:28 AM


Thank goodness at least today i enjoyed myself much.
Credits to all whom i spend time with yeah.
At least i did got a GOOD laugh at Udin & Aat for beating them at bowling.
Lol.
So much for the CONFIDENCE aye GUYS?
hahahaha!
Malu sia kalah!
HAHAHA!












& Yeah.
I had a long day.
Gonna rest now or i'll die of Tiredness.
Haha! Lame.
Oh!

& to you.
JUST SO U KNOW, I DUN GIVE A SHIT ABT THIS ANYMORE!
Bye.

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Pray.
9.12.08 4:48 AM



Let's hope later on will be a better day.
Maybe it will and maybe it won't.







P/S : I love u & syg u too!
The sunshine that will shine the light on me.
Lol. (:

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Im trying to.
8.12.08 3:41 PM


Haiyaaa.
Why must things end up like this?
Life's UNFAIR.
HAIIIIYAAAAAAAAA.
Someone or something pls help me.
Thanks to everyone for making me feel better.
But nth can change it though.
Pity me pls People.
And yeah, Khai, shasha tak drg lagu rock.
Tapi thanks yeah.
Hmph.
:'(

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1:21 AM








*Adik and kakak. (:





















Cute right? HAHAHA!
















Pictures here.









I mean yesterday's one.









The trip to ECP.









haha.


















Anyway, im not in the mood to blog.









Feeling DOWN & UNDER.









If u know what i mean.









GOSH.









I need someone.









Badly.



























*If ur reading this,









just wanna say THANKS.









For pushing all the blame to me.









Its my fault even if it isn't.









Thanks again.



























God help me.









Haizzzzz.






























Moodless = ???
6.12.08 11:46 PM


Good Day to all.
I dunnoe what im supposed to write anyway.
Kinda MOODLESS.
So yeah.
Slept over at my uncle's house at BEDOK.
Anyway, this morning went to the market with aunt.
Then for the first time i ever, i succeeded in cooking
my favourite food,
LEMAK CILI PADI.
hahahaha!
WOWOWOW.
Cant believe it sia.
And then off to East Coast to meet FRIENDS.
Miss them so much.
At least we did get to catch up yeahh.
We'll meet again soon i swear.
Someone was there to fetch me.
Lol.
Fetched me from Ecp.
Wahhh. So good.
He's such a dumbass.
HAHAHAHA!
But kind at heart.
(:
Then home sweet home.
I GUESS ALL THAT WAS CRAP RIGHT?
HELL IT WAS.
& TO RAYHAN!
CHELSEA WILL LOSE!
U'LL SEE!
Bye.

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?
4.12.08 1:10 PM


Yohaa!

HAHAHHAA.
Im just gonna blog about what happened at work.
YESTERDAY.
Coz nth else happened.
Lol.


Well, Firstly, a very special thanks to MOHD ZAHARIAN
for treating us pizza.
Love u so much!
HAHAHAHA!

And while waiting for ppl to come and play, we
sing and play the guitar like no one's busine
ss.
HAHAHA!
What a boring day.

Ohh!, And this post is specially for yan cause
he received compliment of
the year.
'MENAWAN TAIK LALAT AWAK'
hahahahahahahahahh
hahahahahahhahahaha
hahahahahahaha
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Its true la yan.
Ur mole is captivating.

HEHEHEHE.




:)

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3.12.08 2:19 PM




Hello sugars.


I dunnoe what i shud talk about.
So maybe its all crap.
Hahaha.
Err.
Maybe i should talk abt yesterday.
Yes.
HAHAHA.

Firstly, met Khai at Clementi Mrt.
As USUAL, i was late.
LOL!
Then head off to woodlands to catch up with ain and gang.
Ate at banquet.
I was actually hungry but No mood to eat
anything heavy.
Gosh i need to start back on my diet!
lol.
I bought carrot cake.
Khai step tak lapar je.
Tapi habiskan jugak!
HAAHAHAHA.
Tipu eh.

After that send off Khai to the Mrt station.
Its a pity u couldn't hang out with us.
Its ok.
There's always next time eh?

Went off to Admiralty park and chill.
Kecoh sia!
HAHAHA.
We shud hang out like that often.
Made new friends.
Happy pills.

Fahmi and Yan also joined us.
Funny!
And to fahmi, dun sad-sad Ok?
Yan tlg bayar kan stengah pe nanti?
HAHAHA!

And yeah, i had a great time catching up with Sofia
and the rest.
I LOVE U ALL!
MWAHS!

Pictures, pictures!




Check out the faces!




sepet ke? No right?




Ooh, ILY!


Happy pills!


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^__^
1.12.08 5:43 AM




Hey!

Firstly, i wanna wish a VERY HAPPY SWEET BIRTHDAY!
to my 2nd sis.(Raja Hasmulin Bte Raja Musa)
May all ur wishes and dreams come true.
Semoga dipanjangkan rezeki.
Insya'lah.

And yeah.
Now im gonna start abt today's activity.
Went to bugis with Syidah, Nisya & Boyfie.
They were like the shopping doctor.
HAHAHA!
So nice of them to accompany me.
Love u guys!
Thanks a lot!


Then went to yishun to meet up with yan, amien.
After that, my 4th sis, Nia join along as she got no keys.
Serve you right loser.
HAHAHA.

Bought MACDONALD food at Northpoint and then off
to Seletar Dam to chill and play guitar.
Apart from that we took some pictures and talk crap all the way.
Not forgetting singing-along sessions.
LOL.
So happy!

Right after that,
HOME SWEET HOME.

Ooh! Pictures later yeah.
So tired to upload now.


Im off now.
Good night.
(:







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