My dearest bbygirl, Hajar. I strongly believe that this might be the biggest point of ur life whereby things really took a turn. I wanna let u know that whatever happens, Im still gonna stand strong by you and try my very best to be there for u no matter what it is. Apart from that, U are the only important woman who should stand strong by ur mother's side. She needs u the most. Take this as a task from God. Patience is always a virtue. Never stop praying and Insyalah, Everything would be over sooner or later. I may not really understand the whole situation but u know im still willing to do anything to make u feel better. Sometimes, I might be a bitch i know, too obsessed with work and such, but still despite all that, Im still the Bestfrn that u can always count on. To conclude, I cant wait to meet u up soon. Its nt gonna be a bitchy convo again but its time for some serious business. Ur 1 brave girl i know. Please do cheer up and not let all this things interrupt ur studies/health. This is an important year for you. U need ur rest and don't let all this make u down. I love you no matter what. U know that.
Much Love, Shasha, Ur BFF.
P/s : To Ain, Im glad he's home. And u better catch up on ur sleep and have some rest. The next time I meet u, I dun wanna see a zombie look-alike. Kidding, bt yeah. I love u too bby.
On the Contrary, Both my Bestfriends are having some major problems. Im trying my best to be there for them. At least, i hope i can. Whatever it is, We ought to stay positive. Oh God, do help them. I can't bear to see them so distraught. I'll pray hard too. I wanna see the Happy them back again.
Hello!This post is for hajar cause she's so impatient to keep on asking me to post the pictures during our Bitch meet up.Hahahahaha.Here u go bby.I wont blog much. Got to nth to post actually. Sorry.
Budak bo chap.
Makan je keje.
He wanna pretend to be cool actually. Haha.
The place we chilled to eat.
Yum! Want some?
My adorable babies.
Arrgh. Help! Haha.
Love love.
Act don't want to take pictures only.
My cute Girl.
No smoking pls.
How much we've grown together.
Candid.
Darlings.
Hi my name is Siti Hajar.
My name is Nurul Ain.
What ur looking at? Fierce eh soffey?
HELLO AGAIN!
Before i end this post, I got something to show u ppl. Hehehehehe. Curious enough?
Work has been more and more tight. With the stupid supervisor and all, its getting much more unacceptable. But i still have to endure till God knows when. Anyhoos, here's some pictures. Till then, idk when im gonna blog again cause I don't have anything to blog abt anyways. Btw, my sister said that anyone who blogs everyday has no life. LOL. Whatever la. Screw her.
Our fate as well as destiny lies in you. Life's never easy for me cause I've been through a lot since young. Whatever it is, eventhough i know i shouldn't be saying this, I feel that its thoroughly unfair. The circumstances that's happening really causes me to think that way. Why must this people exist? To make our life miserable? Hard? Its not acceptable. How i wish life did turn out how i wish it would be. No matter what, I know Im strong and I believe that I can get through the odds easily. I know im different from the others. There's always a reason why different things happen to us. And I promise myself that I'll learn from it. Lastly, i'll pray deep in my heart that somehow, life would be pretty much smoother for me and my loved ones. Thank you.
I will update when i have the time to. Will be very busy with work. Ok wait, I am always busy with work. LOL. Anyways, The outing with The Bitches was damn fun. I'll upload the pichas soon enough. Don't blame me. Im just too lazy to do it. Hehs. On the contrary, how i wish i'll get more off days.
Off Days = MORE REST, MORE SLEEP, MORE BITCHING SESSION, MORE FOOD TO EAT, MORE PEACEFUL MOMENTS, MORE LEISURE TIME, MORE EVERYTHINGGGGGGG.. Wow. Quite a lot huh?
Enough of my crap. Till then, xoxo.
P/s : It beats nth when u know that someone is not being themself or whatsoever. I guess i'll nvr know what their motive is unless they realised it themself. Pls, nvr ever try to be someone ur not cause its nt gonna make ppl favour you. Seriously.
Its My Off Day today! Woohoo! Idk why the hell im so excited. Maybe cause after so many days working, like finally, i can rest. But nooooo. Im so going out today to meet my Girls! Im supposed to be bathing now. Gotta run. Gf will kill me if im late(as usual). Hahahahahah.
Till then, xoxo.
P/s : Aishaaaa. Friday yeah. Call me up tmr or what. Heeeee.
I was bloghopping through all my Gf's blogs. And i discovered how much fun i missed out. Due to this bloody no-use job. Arrrghhh. Whyyyy? I feel so sad now. And how i hate my job. Fuck the ppl, fuck the rules, fuck everything. Im gonna quit soon anws so no big deal. No point staying on when nothing's gonna change or whatsoever. On the other hand, i gotta find a new job soon before qutting. LOL. Like duhhhhh!
And wednesday pls come faster. I cant wait for my bitching session with my Best Girls especially hajar! Hahahahaha. U know I know. And yeah, Soffey and Ain, u guys don't bubble me Ok. We gotta meet up on wednesday too. Cant wait!!!!!
Last Month Was Friday The 13th. This Month Or should i say today, Is Friday the 13th too! Isn't it weird? I wonder if im gonna have any bad/good/strange encounters thats gonna happen to me. We'll just see. Anyhoo, I need to go bathe now.Im working later on. Ok, like EVERYDAY. Sorry but I know My life's bored.
Im not feeling alright. Things have changed. We're nt like how we used to be. I don't want u to think that I've changed too. We know we love each other so much. Everyone makes mistakes. So do i and so do u. Bt lets just put everything behind. I want and i need u badly in my life. I won't go no where without u. And u know that. I just hope that U'll think the best of me. I want to make u happy and spend the rest of my life with u. U may think that Im kidding. Im totally not and I know I mean what i say. I'll always love u no matter what. Ur the best damn thing that could have happened to me. U know that. ILYF.
Haiz.
:'(
*Sorry if im being too emotional. I just need to let my heart out. And I need to let U know that I never wanna lose YOU. Ever.
Its my off day today! Like finally, i got a rest after those 3 sickening days of work.Super tireddd.
And yeah, as today was my off day, I went shopping with myself, bby and Amien.Bought a couple of jeans + a watch.Bby bought some accessories too.He was so happy, mcm jakon gitu at last dpt keluar. ^______^
And since amien had to go to his Nenek's house, we had to depart.Its ok Lah mien.I MEET U LIKE ALMOST EVERYDAY.U are like my 2nd Bf already.Hahahahahah.Fake.
On the contrary, I ate a lot today.Nasi lemak + Ljs.Exploding soon!Bynk nye nk diet eh.LOL.
Anws, update again soon.I think i'll be on hiatus.Gonna be busy with work like ALWAYS.Chow!
p/s : I miss Nur Nabilah Bte Muhd Shah also. U like got thousands of things to explain to me. Hahahahaha. Meet up soon Bitch. (:
''See, now u'll always treasure the time spend with him. Every little time is precious . Don't u think?''.
Whatever. Boss. But that doesn't mean u can control either of our feelings. U dun understand the affection anws. Eventhough i know u mean it well, I still hate u for saying that to me. No matter how good u take care of him, Its nt easy. It was never easy. I miss him too much I guess. No one ever understand anyway. Haiyaa.
I miss Bby So much. And im gnna be busy with work. Gfs pls call me up yeah?
I've been telling that to myself for abt 3 hours now. I seriously need the rest. But this stubborn head and body of mine doesn't seem to listen. Hahahaha. Anws, Like finally, after a while, I had a chat with my dearest ex classmate. Full of craps but still a very nice guy and a very good friend.
WNWS. (Winson Ng Wei Sheng.)
Cute right? Any girls out there wanna get to know him? He's single and available. + He's an intelligent ass. Heeeee. But he's interested in pretty girls only. So if ur sexy and slim and gorgeous. Don't be shy.
See Winson, I always stick to my promises. Gagagaga. Ok Winson, Ur 1 Minute Of fame is up.
Im going to sleep now. A few hours before I need to wake up and set off to work. Oh god. Work. Sucks. Bye. Good Night all.
Just When I thought I'll Have About 2 Weeks Off. The Bad News Came and Taaadaa, Im working tomorrow. Shoots. And moreover its like a 24 Day Fair. Long or what? Omg. This freaking nose is still on a non-stop hit mode. Mucus is coming out every second. Hahahaha. Ok stop it sha. *Ur disgusting. Hell i am! LOL. Give me some good tips on how im supposed to cope with this runny nose + sorethroat while working. Cause im darn sure I won't be alright in just a day. Tips needed pls!
Holly well, Im lazing arnd at home today. Now too. Sorry Soffey but I just don't have the energy to even wake up from my bed. There's always next time. Its once in a blue moon when im having my off. So i should really make a full use of it and rest.(esp when im sick!)
Before i go, I wanna say that i miss my best girlfriends so much. I cant wait to catch up with u both. So much gossips and updates awaits!!
Nurul Ain Binte Jumari.
Siti Hajar Binte Jamaludin.
Ok , Done.
I should continue my rest now. Feeling so sucky. Get Well Soon Shasha. Pity me pls?
Last beverage → Plain Water. Last phone call → Bby. Last text message → Soffey. Last song you listened to → Alicia Keys, No one. Last time you cried → Ytd morning.
HAVE YOU EVER: Dated someone twice → Erm Yeah. Been cheated on → Uhhuh. Kissed someone & regretted it → Very!
IN THE PAST MONTH HAVE YOU: Fallen out of love → Umm, Nope. Laughed until you cried → Yeah! Tons of times. Met someone who changed your life → Yes. Bby. How many people on your top friends do you know in real life?→ Everyone? How many kids do you want to have → I'll leave it to Fate yeah? Do you have any pets → Umm, No. Do you want to change your name → Kinda. But its Unique. (: What time did you wake up today → 11.45 a.m. What were you doing at midnight last night → Eating at Mcdonalds. Name something you cannot wait for → Change. As in I wanna Change. Haha. Last time you saw your father→ 4 years ago.(19/12/05) What's one thing you wish you could change → Not being that softhearted anymore. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom → Uhh, I think so. What's getting on your nerves right now → My fcuking flu and sorethroat is driving me nuts. What's your real name → Raja Ayishah Bte Raja Musa. Elementary/Primary School → Guangyang Primary School. Middle/Secondary School → Northland Secondary school. Tertiary School → Will soon get to know. Hair color → Blackish Brown. Long or short → Long. Are you a health freak → No. Ppl say i don't care. LOL. Righty or lefty → Righty?
FIRSTS : First surgery → None. First piercing → Ears. First best friend → Afiqah. First sport you joined → Netball. First pet → Hamster. First vacation → Malaysia.
CURRENTLY : Eating → Nth. Drinking → Plain Water. Waiting → For this flu to be gone.
YOUR FUTURE : Want kids? → Yes of course! Want to get married?→ We are destined to. Careers in mind? → Social Worker or Policewoman.
HAVE YOU EVER : Kissed a stranger → Nahh. Drank hard liquor → Yeah. Lost glasses/contacts → Nope. Ran away from home → No. Broken someone's heart → Yeah. Been arrested → Uhhuh. Funny. Cried when someone died → -.-
DO YOU BELIEVE IN: Yourself → I guess so. Miracles → Yeah. Happened to me quite a number of times. Love at first sight → Yeah yeah. Heaven → Yes. Santa Clause → No. Kiss on the first date→ Haha! Yes. Angels → Urm , yeah?
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY : Is there one person you want to be with right now? → Obviously. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? → Urm, no. Do you believe in God? → Duhh.
DID THIS HAPPEN TO YOU????
Rules: 1. Answer the questions as honestly as possible. 2. Post this as "Did That Happen To You?" 3. Tag 5 friends. 4. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing. 5. Have Fun!!!
1. What do you do if you are in the bathroom with a beetle flying around? Sit at the bowl while waiting to see if the beetle is dangerous or not. If nt, i'll continue my 'stuff'. 2. What do you do if you hear a song you like playing on the radio when you are all alone in the room? Sing out loud like no one's business! 3. You want to speak to your crush badly. What is your pick up line? (Yes. Both boys AND girls have pick up lines) Hello Dear! How's U?
4. What do you do if all your friends hate a particular band that you love? Urm, don't even care. Everyone has their likes and dislikes. 5. What do you do when you trip and fall in front of many people? Quickly get up while I can and pretend nth happen. 6. You forgot to do your multiple-choice question homework (the one whereby you have to choose 1 out of 4 options given to you as your answer) and your class starts in 5 minutes. What do you do? Wonder Woman alert! Do it in 5 mins time quickly! 7. You have bad breath and someone speaks to you. How do you react? Try to keep a distance away from that someone. Even while talking. 8. You just finished gym and after a shower, you drop your underpants on the wet floor. What do you do? Use the dryer and try to dry it quickly. Hahaha. 9. What do you do if a personality quiz says that you have a lousy personality as your result? I don't care cause its nt even a being. No one knows me better than I do. Hell yeah! 10. Your friend gave you the worst gift you have ever received and asks: Do you like it? How do you react? 'Thanks yeah'.
11.(Continued from question 10) What are you really thinking secretly inside? 'Its the thought that counts even if its the worst ever'. 12. A hot guy/girl keeps looking at you while you are on the bus. What are you secretly thinking inside? Everyone has eyes. Its their problem what they wanna look at. Im thankful if he/she keeps looking at me though. It shows that I captured their attention. (:
Hot News : Shasha is having a bad runny nose and sorethroat.
Boohoohoo. Like anyone even cared. But seriously, its really making me paranoid. What a time to be sick.
Anws, on the bright side, i had a jolly good time with my babes just now. Actually one of them is my sister so that doesnt make her 'my' babes. HAHAHAHA. We went to Starbucks Cathay at first. Chill out, talk, laugh and criticising anyone who's walking pass us. Darn we're bad. And after that, headed to P.S. Walked around and bought some stuffs. Soon after, we decided to hang out before heading home at the place soffey calls 'Tragedy'. Super LOL.
So that was my day. I know its boring. What to do. I am a BORING person. So too bad. And pictures coming soon. I'll get it from Soffey.
And now, its time to sleep! I really need to make my runny nose to a jogging one ASAP.
Guess what? I've been sleeping over at fee's house for 3 days now. Hahahahaha. Too lazy to go home. And yeah, after work, These 2 Clowns join me cause I drag them also. Nyehe! So it was Me, Amien, Nia, Fee and Yan. We played monopoly, made stoopid jokes, and laugh, and laugh.
Im bored now. Chatting with soffey and some others. Will update again soon. Hahahaha. Blogging kills time i guess.
