Its been soo long since I had a chat/talk with you S. I hope ur gonna be fine since ur having some problems. I know ur strong and brave to overcome anything. Just be yourself and things are gonna be alright.
P/s : Tell me im such a whimp and a very idiotic kind-hearted ass. Too much i know. Haiz.
Pardon me but im having a major kick ass problem with blogger. I cant edit the post. Bleahhhh. Suckers.
Food + food and more food. This whole day I've been eating so much. I think I put on an extra 5 kg. Wow. HAHAHAHA. But its Ok. I already have someone to love and loving me as well. Bby, bby, bby. I hate U yet I love U so much.
Oh and btw, im so bored. Chatted with ZZ again. Time flies when crapping with him. Hehs. No offence.
Thats it for now. Will be back when I want to. I'll be stuck at home for this few days anyway. Chow!
Sorry for lack of updates. Lappy's being such a bitch and
my instincts tells me that it will not be back to normal again that soon.
ALERT : TIME TO SAVE $$$ TO BUY NEW LAPPY.
Oh gosh. When will it ever be enough to reach the budget.
So as for now I think I'll just focus on working my ass off.
I badly need to go shopping and do something with my hair.
Arrrrghhh.
On the other hand, all my bbies are busy schling now.
New life, new beginning.
I wish u all the best of luck for it yeah?
Especially to Ain.
Be strong and U better not get in a dilemma again.
Hahaha.
And to Hajar, please study hard and get o's done and over with.
No matter what, don't let anything be a disruption to you.
U can do it.
I'll be ur pillar. U know that.
;)
I guess thats all I wanna say.
There's tons of photos that I should upload but lappy's down so too bad.
The next update will be IDK when.
Lets hope either I quickly get to buy a new lappy soon (if only bby will buy me soon enough. HEHE.) or the lappy now will be back to normal.
Oh and to A : Even if you say u'll change, I doubt so. Ur just too good to be true and this keeps on
happening over and over again. I bet u nvr thought that I was darn disappointed in you.
Well, u nvr cared anw.
So yeah, whatever. From now on, I'll just keep to myself and not interfere in whatever U wanna do. Its so much better that way right? I'll just wait for the day till you prove to me that U've changed for the better. Who was there for you when you were sick? If this incident still didn't wake u up and make u realised, then I've got nth else to say.
I didn't expect anything from you right from the start. All I ever wanted was a clean and fresh friendship that can last long. But.....U didn't. U did it again. U throw all your friends away just for a Fcuken S**t. The more your close to her, the more I hate her. Ahhh. Thinking abt it just makes me mad. Don't worry, I won't bother you anymore, EVER. U can have my word.
Take care. Ur still my friend after all.
Nights. Tatatititutu. Im tired and I need to sleep now.
Work was pretty much the same. But thanks to my dear Gf and Ben for the chill-out session , it was rather interesting. Not forgetting bby. Gossip like there's no tomorrow(as usual). HAHAHA. What can I say? We are ~~~GIRLFRIENDS!~~~ LOL. Headed off to Tiong Bahru Plaza to chill at Teh Tarik. Smoky and chit chat at the smoking area. About 3.30 am, we call it a day and went home sweet home.
I'd wanted to blog about so many things but due to some reasons, I thought that maybe I'll just blog abt it later. Anyhoos, I hope that this particular being reads this.
To Z : Life's a bitch and everyone knows that. But no matter how sucky it is, we still ought to move on and don't stay tight to the past. Being strong is of course the most important thing and apart from that, we always have to look on the bright side. Your kind soul will come to you in no time. Just have to be patient and not let this small things affect you. I believe your strong. Doesn't matter if ur negative-thinking kind of person or whatsoever. Come on, like what I always say to my bbygirls, take it as an obstacle in your journey of life. U cannot decide how u want life to turn out but your destiny lies in yourself. There's no use saying how Fucked Up life is for you when you, yourself don't wanna change to be a better person. It all depends on you for all you know. So remember, you have someone who cares for you no matter what. Its just that you didn't bother to know. U really are stubborn. Yes you are. Sorry but I think its true. Lastly, stay positive. ALWAYS.
P/s - Im just a phonecall or a text message away. Don't be stucked up and pretend u don't need anyone when actually you do. Ok? (:
Finally, I've changed my blogskin.Its a bit simple but I like it.Anyways, will do a proper update tomorrow.Im still so so tired after today.Need my sleep.Till then, xoxo.
I just got back from a 3 days holiday. As if! Hahahaha. I was away for Chalet. And I swear Im dead beat. Here's the pictures during outing with Gf and partners.
P/s : sorry if i were to say this. you're a predator preying on the fallen. gaining sympathy from the innocent. your head's getting too big for your shoulders to carry. and when i thought the tide has turned. i slipped, not noticing it had turned twice. maybe i was scared by the thoughts of not seeing you again. or maybe i was simply wrong.
Declaration : Officially in a Depressed and Shocked state of mind.
A lot of things been happening lately but its nt that important. So let's nt waste time. I didn't manage to sleep last night due to some reasons. I read a book , i surf the net, i watch videos but still, i cant put myself to sleep. It was until 8.15 a.m. when Ain texted and replied my msg. And so since i was stressed up and feeling a lil down under, i decided to abandon my sleep and bathe quickly to join her and the rest. They'd plan to go for swimming session. I didn't want to follow but guess what?
Ain, Izzat, Soffey and Myself ended up having such a splendid time at Jrg SC.
By 6.30, all of us were already like a dead meat so everyone parted to home sweet home.
This Next part is dedicated to 2 suckers.
***I was feeling a whole lot better than yesterday till i came across someone's Pm in Msn. Yes S, U quickly changed it when I was online. It really made me think whether ur innocent or ur just pretending. Why are you doing this to me? I just wanna know the truth. U denied when I did ask u. Whats the point?
***Friendship is indeed the most wonderful thing to treasure. But let me ask you this. Whats the point in saying but infact not doing it. J, you really brought me down. Totally.
I wanted to give a long post today. Sorry, I just don't have the mood anymore. To ain, cheer up. No matter what, we'll always have each other.
1. How did you meet 7 ? Aishaa - Through the net. (: 2. What would you do if you & 15 had never met ? Faizal - Chemistry will be a mystery to me. Lols. 3. What would you do if 20 & 1 dated ? Zaki & Fadzhan - No way would they date! Gays! 4. Have you seen 17 cried ? Fytria - Yes. A couple of times. 5. Would 4 & 16 make a good couple ? Soffey & Syamim? Hilarious! 6. Do you think 11 is attractive ? Jun Jun - Totally. 7. What’s 2 favourite colour ? Ain - Easy. Its purple. (: 8. When was the last time you talked to 9 ? Khai - A few days ago. 9. What language does 8 speaks ? Nia - English & Malay. 10. Who is 13 going out with ? Atiqah - With husayn. 11. Would you ever date 17 ? Fytria - No! That would make me a lesbian. 12. Where does 18 live ? Fee - Tampines 13. What’s the best thing about 4 ? Soffey - I'll nvr get bored of the way she talks and makes jokes. 12. Wht would you like to tell 10 right now ? Rauda - Change back to a girl quickly. Hehs. 15. What’s the best thing about 20 ? Zaki - He's a Mr-funny-lots-of-stories guy. 16.Have you ever kiss 2 ? Ain - Oh yes! 17. What’s the best memory you have of 5 ? Amien - When he's such a sweetie or the great friend. 18. What’s the you’re gonna see 4 ? Soffey - Is this even a question? 19. How is 7 different from 6 ? Aishaa & Iyan - Well, its a boy and a girl. 20. Is 2 pretty ? Ain - U bet she is! 21. What’s your 1st impression of 15 ? Faizal - Stuck up guy. 22. How do you meet 3 ? Hajar - She's my bestfrnd. We met in schl. 23. Is 15 your best friend ? Faizal - Nahh. 24. Do you hate 12 ? Imran - Yes at times. 25. Have you seen 18 in the last month ? Fee - Yes. 26. When was the last time you saw 16 ? Syamim - Its been like forever? 27. Have you been to 5’s house ? Amien - Yes. 28. When’s the next time you’ll see 10 ? Rauda - At work. 29. Are you close to 11 ? Jun Jun - We're just friends. (Nt anymore though.) 30. Have you been to the movies with 4 ? Soffey - Yes. Once right? 31. Have you gotten into trouble with 8 ? Nia - Duhh. She's my sis. 32. Would you give 19 a hug ? Boi - Yes. Given already. Haha. 33. When have you lied to 3 ? Hajar - When its a white lie. Hehe. 34. Is 11 good at socializing ? Jun Jun - A freak like him would. HAHA. 35. Do you know a secret about 8 ? Nia - Yes. A lot! 36. Describle the relationship between 12 & 18. Imran & Fee - They don't even know each other! 37. What’s the best thing about your friendship with 9 ? Khai - Everything is great with him as a friend. (: 38. What’s the worst thing about 6 ? Iyan - He has a kind of attitude only close ppl will know. 39. Do you have a crush on 12 ? Imran - No. Euw. 40. How long have you known 2 ? Ain - Since i was 5! (Its been 12 years) 41. Does 11 have any girlfriend/boyfriend ? Jun Jun - Yes. 42. Have you wanted to punch 1 in the face ? Fadzhan - When he makes my blood boil. Hehs. 43. Have 21 meet your parents ? Yanny - Only my dad. 44. How did you meet 11 ? Jun Jun - Don't bother asking. 45. Did you ever accidentally physically hurt 3 ? Hajar - Yes. Really? Idk. 46. Did you live close to 7 ? Aishaa - No. 47. What’s 8 favourite food ? Nia - She has no favourite food. She likes all FOOD. 48. What kind of car does 1 have ? Fadzhan - A minivan soon. (: 49. Have you travelled anywhere with 9 ? Khai - Yes of course. In Sg only. 50. If you gave 14 a $100 , what would she/he spend it on ? Nathiya - Idk. Shopping.
P/s - To 'pass' : Thanks for that compliment yeah.
Do drop by again. It will be nice to tell me ur name next time cause im sure we're gonna have a great time catching up if i were to know you. To 'passerby' : Do leave ur name if u drop by again. Im dying to know who you are.
