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SHASHA
Difficult & Cranky
Living life as it is.
'21/08.
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Can I have that old you back?

28.4.09 5:39 AM

How I wish I could turn back time and let it hang forever?

Not wanting to let those moments of passion just disappear into memories.

I might not be good at words and such but this is just the way for me to express myself.

Sometimes, its better to just keep shut and use a different method of telling/asking when you want to.

I know you don't like it if I were to say u've changed.

Well, you did and nothing can change that fact.

Don't blame me.

We all as human beings do have feelings of course.

Why cant you at least try to consider mine?

Im always the one being so impartial towards you.

U are so sensitive nowadays and I wonder why.

Even slightly, when im pretending to be down, you just don't seem to care.

Tell me,

it might sound stupid but I just want the old you back.

The sweet, charming, lovable, caring, macho boyfriend.

Where'd u go?

You are the best damn thing that could ever happen to me.

Despite all those imperfection, my love for you will continue to bloom strongly.

I know it will.

But tell me, how can I love you when it feels like as though im loving someone else?

That explains why I've been staring deep in your eyes every now and then, trying to find that lost soul.

Im grateful for everything that I have now.

The purpose of me telling you all these is just to let you know what I've been feeling inside.

It was hard to let go, bt I did manage to do it cause I badly need you to know how i feel.

Communicating directly may not be the best idea.

Therefore, this post explains all.

I need a break.

Gd night all. xoxo.

I've been feeling rather emotional lately.

Reality checks in again.

P/s : Still loving u as always.

'010807'.

Labels: praying hard. 1 year 9 months.